Hello! This is just a little dibble on how I think Hinata feels about Neji death over the years. Please review rather you liked it or not (:
Neji
I miss him...a lot. It's been years since his death and the ache I felt in my heart when I saw that he was gone, is still there. It still stings, it still throbs, it still hurts...Neji and I had are ups and downs growing up as kids but after the exams...We became closer, we felt like a real family. My father recognizing Neji as the powerful shinobi that he is...that he was.
Neji never been one to show emotions, he was well composed, so well-spoken and I've always admired that, me being the daughter of the main branch leader, I was always so nervous and quiet, never living up to my father's expectations but he helped me, he trained me to be stronger, to speak up and I wish he can hear me now because I wanna speak to him. I miss him…
Hey Neji...Me and naruto are married now, got two kids too ahaha can you believe it?...I wonder how life would be for you if you was still here, would you be a father?...You would of made a GREAT father, are kids should've been playing together, growing up together as we did...everyone has grown so much, everyone has moved on, living life and becoming the person they're meant to be and I want that for you, I would trade mines for you...
I know it was my fault…
I know it was
If i wasn't so careless of my life, maybe you would still be here...maybe you would still be
I wanted to save naruto that day i was prepared to lose my life that day, but i wasn't prepared to lose you...I wasn't Prepared…
Why? Why did you sacrifice yourself for me? For Naruto?
Why? Why? Why Neji?
If I've known growing closed to you, becoming a family and caring for one another, I would of kept my distance, I would want you to still hate me...Then maybe just maybe, you would still be here...You would still be...
I'm sorry Neji it was because me, me! im sorry!...I'm so sorry forgive me...I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I never meant this!...I never did...Neji!...I'm...Sorry…