(bad for me by megan & liz)

Oh-ohh
I wore red cause you like that
You're like hey, let me get that
But when I text, you don't text back,
No you didn't cause you didn't care.
Well the game makes me crazy
It's like yes, no, maybe,
And you're calling me baby,
When I know that you just don't care

I bopped along as my favourite song blasted through the speakersbof the car on our way to work. the guys can complain all they want I dont care, she got it so right I have no idea how though shes always been in the best relationships...

Whoa-oa
Sayin' that I'll quit but that's just not true
Like w-whoa whoa
I say I don't like it but you know I do
Cause you make me feel so right,
Even if it's so wrong
I wanna scream out loud
Boy, but I just bite my tongue
This one's for the girls messin' with boys
Like he's the melody and she's background noise
Baby why can't you see
It feels so good but you're so bad for me
Ohh ohh
It feels so good but you're so bad for me
Ohh ohh
It feels so good but you're so bad for me
I always want what I can't have
Give it all, never get half
You're like girl where you been at
And I really wanna just not care
But
Whoa whoa
Sayin that I'll quit but that's just not true
Like w-whoa whoa
I say I don't like it but you know I do
Cause you make me feel so right,
Even if it's so wrong
I wanna scream out loud
Boy, but I just bite my tongue
This one's for the girls messin' with boys
Like he's the melody and she's background noise
Baby why can't you see
It feels so good but you're so bad for me
Ohh ohh
It feels so good but you're so bad for me
Ohh ohh
It feels so good but you're so bad for me

singing this song still hurts...not as much as it did when I first wrote it but still hurts a little...he was the worst and best thing to happen to me I just didnt think he'd use me like that...

I'm dying tonight
Trying to hide, hide
What I'm feeling, I'm feeling like
I'm dying tonight
I'll keep it inside
When I say hello, should be saying goodbye
Oh-oh
You make me feel so right,
Even if it's so wrong
I wanna scream out loud
Boy, but I just bite my tongue
This one's for the girls messin' with boys
Like he's the melody and she's background noise
Baby why can't you see
It feels so good but you're so bad for me
Ohh ohh
It feels so good but you're so bad for me it feels so good but you're so bad for me
You're so bad for me
It feels so good but you're so bad for me

? point of view.

"that's a rap kid" Sebastian's voice randlg through my head phones.
"I wasn't really feeling it that time Seb, can we go again?" I ask from the booth. Sebastian smiled and came into the sound booth to me.
"Red, you nailed it stop doubting yourself kid, you're awesome" he smiles at me putting his hands on my shoulders. "you think so?" I ask.
"babe you're gonna be hotter than Demi Lovato" he tells me kissing my cheek.
"come on its late lets get you home" he smiles his billion dollar smile. l at me. I nod knowing better than to argue, when Seb says your finished for the day, your finished for the day.

Clary POV

when I get home all the lights are out, folks are in bed as usual...I always seem to miss them lately...locking the dpor behind me I drag myself up the stairs and into my room. As soon as my bed is less than arms lenght away from me I collapse onto it and dont move. next thing I know...
"CLARY GET UP YOURE GOING TO BE LATE FOR SCHOOL" my Brother voice yells up the stairs at me. so that annoying beeping sound was my alarm...figures...
groaning I get up and hit the shower. I'll get through this, I can do this.is all that goes through my head as I shampoo my hair and wash away the stiffness of sleeping in my cloths all night.