Why do I like fire?
I don't really know myself.
I don't know much anymore.
Who was I before today?
I wish I knew.
I shouldn't be able to feel...
but still I can tell that this emptiness
inside my chest isn't only from
a lack of heart.
That feeling deep inside me,
it's too strong too ignore.
Loneliness.
How can someone with no emotions,
with no heart,
feel it so strongly?
I know many people,
none I would call a friend.
Except for him.
My ray of light,
the only happiness I've ever known.
I love him.
Not the way you think,
what I feel is so much deeper.
He's like the fire I control,
bright,
warm...
never fading.
He can see straight through my jokes.
Past my laughs,
and teasing personality.
That's why we're so close,
brothers you could call us...
or even twin flames.
I'll never let him go.
I'll die before that happens...
oh...
But I'm already dead.