This is my fanfic. I hope you like it and that at least one person reads it
so that way I don't feel stupid.
Lost Within Blood & Tears
All characters belong to Final Fantasy VIII and Squaresoft.
Chapter One: Not a Madman
"There is no such thing as good and evil, right and wrong. There is no such thing as the right side and the wrong one. Both sides are right to themselves. All it is two different points of view..."
- Unknown
"I did what YOU wanted dammit!"
"Now tell me, what exactly did you do Seifer?"
"Exactly what you had instructed me to do dammit! I offered Rin- Sorceress Rinoa to that bitch Adel. Now let her the hell go!"
"Who exactly do you mean Seifer?"
"Don't pull that crap with me! You know damn well who I'm talking about! Let Kayonna go! NOW!"
"Tsh-Tsh-Tsh. A little demanding now aren't you? It would be a shame if something should happen to poor little Kayonna now wouldn't it? After all you did to save her. How ironic. To be killed by the same man who pleaded with me for her life."
There was a pause on Seifer's part. When no reply came after a few moments the icy voice began hissing out words again.
"However, I'll grant you your wish Mr. Seifer Almasy. Although she might not be in the same ummmm how should I put it.... condition that you last saw her in. Catch!" with a laugh that sent chills down even Seifer's spine the limp body of a young girl was hurled at the man. The impact of the girl slamming into his body was enough to send him sprawling onto his back on the ground. The girl lay limp on top of him.
He quickly examined the young woman. He let out a sigh of relief to see her breathing. She was alive but barely just so.
"Bitch!!!" He screamed at the owner of the chilling voice, indifferent to the tears he knew must be rolling down his cheeks at that moment.
What started off as a chilling chuckle exploded into a full out laugh. A laugh so bloodcurdling horrible as to strike terror into the hearts of even the bravest souls.
"Oh Seifer, don't you realize how insignificant you are? It is most enjoyable to see you in this condition." The voice laughed tauntingly. " Don't you want to know how I made your little girlfriend over there writhe in pain? She screamed and cried to an extent that even I was shocked to know a person could go. It really is extraordinary the myriad of sounds that can come out of a human-being when put in pain. Don't worry, she was made to watch every little sin you committed in her name, all of my bidding. She begged me for death and your freedom. Isn't that nice? However I couldn't do that now could I? I needed you Seifer and she just happened to be the key. The key to you. Intriguing how it works really. Oh well I bid you adieu." With that the inhumane creature disappeared bringing what seemed to be a dark cloud around the room with it. Left behind was the broken Seifer and the limp, broken body of the girl in the plain empty room.
"Fuck you you bitch!! I swear I will get you Ultimecia!"
"Be careful of what you say Seifer. I can still hear your thoughts." With that Seifer felt a serge of pain swell inside his head. The pain completely enveloped him. The blinding hot pain made Seifer writhe about on the floor holding onto his head, his fingers digging into his hair and face right around the temples. The pain gradually began to ebb away leaving his dazed, dizzy and feeling incredibly sick.
When Seifer was finally able to achieve movement he dragged his long body over to the unconscious body of the girl lying next to him.
"Kayonna" he whispered gently as he stroked her cheek with his long fingers.
He attempted to push himself up into a sitting position only to fail miserably collapsing back into the position he had started in. Giving up from the overwhelming pain he instead tried to roll onto his back. Able to achieve this after a few tries he pulled the girl over to him laying her head on his shoulder.
He lay there for a while holding the unconscious girl in his protective arms all the while stroking her dark hair and freckled cheeks tenderly, wishing- praying for her to wake up. He would give anything at that moment to look into her eyes again. How ironic he thought to himself. That was the exact reason he had helped Ultimecia, to look into her eyes again. Now here he was with her nearly dead and him weak and broken. She was right he thought. She knew that the only way she would be able to get him to help her was to put the one thing he loved in danger. Kayonna. His Kayonna.
He leaned his head down and kissed the part in her hair whispering into the soft thick locks. " Kay you got to come back to me. You can't leave me. Not now. After all we had been through. Come on Kay. You have to hold on." He then added more quietly to himself, "I'm nothing, absolutely nothing without you. I'll be lost without you."
For a long while he laid like that, whispering to his unconscious love. He let his tears mix with the dried blood and bruises that coated her face. God she was just as beautiful as ever he told himself. If only he could see his reflection in her forest green eyes. She had always had such a charm and sparkle about her that brought him to life. That flame that had always burned inside of her was now nearly snuffed out.
He was not about to lose that. He was not about to lose her...
He dragged himself to his feet grunting in pain. This is not the time to give into pain Seifer he told himself. She had always been his light boat and now he would be hers.
With her securely nestled in his arms he inched his way stumbling towards the door.
"Remember that little comment Ultimecia. That is one promise that I can assure you I don't intend to break."
Lost Within Blood & Tears
All characters belong to Final Fantasy VIII and Squaresoft.
Chapter One: Not a Madman
"There is no such thing as good and evil, right and wrong. There is no such thing as the right side and the wrong one. Both sides are right to themselves. All it is two different points of view..."
- Unknown
"I did what YOU wanted dammit!"
"Now tell me, what exactly did you do Seifer?"
"Exactly what you had instructed me to do dammit! I offered Rin- Sorceress Rinoa to that bitch Adel. Now let her the hell go!"
"Who exactly do you mean Seifer?"
"Don't pull that crap with me! You know damn well who I'm talking about! Let Kayonna go! NOW!"
"Tsh-Tsh-Tsh. A little demanding now aren't you? It would be a shame if something should happen to poor little Kayonna now wouldn't it? After all you did to save her. How ironic. To be killed by the same man who pleaded with me for her life."
There was a pause on Seifer's part. When no reply came after a few moments the icy voice began hissing out words again.
"However, I'll grant you your wish Mr. Seifer Almasy. Although she might not be in the same ummmm how should I put it.... condition that you last saw her in. Catch!" with a laugh that sent chills down even Seifer's spine the limp body of a young girl was hurled at the man. The impact of the girl slamming into his body was enough to send him sprawling onto his back on the ground. The girl lay limp on top of him.
He quickly examined the young woman. He let out a sigh of relief to see her breathing. She was alive but barely just so.
"Bitch!!!" He screamed at the owner of the chilling voice, indifferent to the tears he knew must be rolling down his cheeks at that moment.
What started off as a chilling chuckle exploded into a full out laugh. A laugh so bloodcurdling horrible as to strike terror into the hearts of even the bravest souls.
"Oh Seifer, don't you realize how insignificant you are? It is most enjoyable to see you in this condition." The voice laughed tauntingly. " Don't you want to know how I made your little girlfriend over there writhe in pain? She screamed and cried to an extent that even I was shocked to know a person could go. It really is extraordinary the myriad of sounds that can come out of a human-being when put in pain. Don't worry, she was made to watch every little sin you committed in her name, all of my bidding. She begged me for death and your freedom. Isn't that nice? However I couldn't do that now could I? I needed you Seifer and she just happened to be the key. The key to you. Intriguing how it works really. Oh well I bid you adieu." With that the inhumane creature disappeared bringing what seemed to be a dark cloud around the room with it. Left behind was the broken Seifer and the limp, broken body of the girl in the plain empty room.
"Fuck you you bitch!! I swear I will get you Ultimecia!"
"Be careful of what you say Seifer. I can still hear your thoughts." With that Seifer felt a serge of pain swell inside his head. The pain completely enveloped him. The blinding hot pain made Seifer writhe about on the floor holding onto his head, his fingers digging into his hair and face right around the temples. The pain gradually began to ebb away leaving his dazed, dizzy and feeling incredibly sick.
When Seifer was finally able to achieve movement he dragged his long body over to the unconscious body of the girl lying next to him.
"Kayonna" he whispered gently as he stroked her cheek with his long fingers.
He attempted to push himself up into a sitting position only to fail miserably collapsing back into the position he had started in. Giving up from the overwhelming pain he instead tried to roll onto his back. Able to achieve this after a few tries he pulled the girl over to him laying her head on his shoulder.
He lay there for a while holding the unconscious girl in his protective arms all the while stroking her dark hair and freckled cheeks tenderly, wishing- praying for her to wake up. He would give anything at that moment to look into her eyes again. How ironic he thought to himself. That was the exact reason he had helped Ultimecia, to look into her eyes again. Now here he was with her nearly dead and him weak and broken. She was right he thought. She knew that the only way she would be able to get him to help her was to put the one thing he loved in danger. Kayonna. His Kayonna.
He leaned his head down and kissed the part in her hair whispering into the soft thick locks. " Kay you got to come back to me. You can't leave me. Not now. After all we had been through. Come on Kay. You have to hold on." He then added more quietly to himself, "I'm nothing, absolutely nothing without you. I'll be lost without you."
For a long while he laid like that, whispering to his unconscious love. He let his tears mix with the dried blood and bruises that coated her face. God she was just as beautiful as ever he told himself. If only he could see his reflection in her forest green eyes. She had always had such a charm and sparkle about her that brought him to life. That flame that had always burned inside of her was now nearly snuffed out.
He was not about to lose that. He was not about to lose her...
He dragged himself to his feet grunting in pain. This is not the time to give into pain Seifer he told himself. She had always been his light boat and now he would be hers.
With her securely nestled in his arms he inched his way stumbling towards the door.
"Remember that little comment Ultimecia. That is one promise that I can assure you I don't intend to break."