I had no clue my life was about to change, if I did I would like to think I would have walked in the other direction away from this journey quickly but then again I couldn't see my life any other way….
Present
"Do you know how long I am looking at here Brittany? Why are you acting like this? I need you to get your story straight." Santana Lopez yelled out in frustration at her girlfriend who was hysterical on the living room couch at the moment." You can't go to jail San not again you can't." pulling her girlfriend from her Brittany wiped her eyes off on her hands before taken a deep breath." I know baby and I know what I am going to do." Santana was taken back how drastically her girlfriend's facial expression had changed." You do?" I nodded." I am going to tell them I was the one carrying the money you had no part in this or even knew anything about it." Santana shook her head.
" You can't do that, I won't let you Britt." Santana stressed not liking this idea at all." San this time won't be like last, you go in there you're going to be there for a much longer sentence. I know you know that and I have no record I have to do this." Santana started to cry freighted but I could see she was also relieved." I don't know what to say."the Latina admitted nervously." Don't say anything but I love you and I will wait for you." She nodded as we placed our foreheads together." I will not let you go down for this again San but after I get out no more of this life." Santana squeezed both my hands and I knew she was in agreement which gave me all the hope in the world we could get through this and live happily ever after like I had planned a long time ago for us." I hope I look just as good in orange as you did." I joked nervously as a few tears trickled down my cheeks. Santana placed both hands on each of my cheeks." Listen to me you're going to look fucking sexy as hell and I am going to visit you every weekend like you did for me if you go in the slammer." I smiled through tears. "You better bitch." San shook her head." Not even behind bars and already starting to use bad language outside of our sexy time." I playfully smacked her on the forearm." So violent too, guards I think this one needs more time behind bars." I stuck my tongue out as she winked.
Ten years ago
I had no intention of being in another relationship for a long ass time just becoming single from a year long relationship with an abusive jerk I didn't ever want to go through that again so when the drunk man from my friend Rachel Berry's party started kissing all up on me I liked it at first until he started squeezing my ass and that's when I had to get away from him and so that's what I did. I told him I had to go to the bathroom then ran as fast as I could out of the house and down the sidewalk. I had no clue where I was heading since I left my car and was a little bit tipsy. The night was nice there wasn't a cloud in sight so you could see all the stars in the sky that made me feel more comfortable like my father who had died when I was four was looking down and watching over me still. Smiling I continued to walk down the sidewalk enjoying the peace.
I heard the gun shot before I saw anyone and I instantly ran to a nearby tree and fell to the ground hoping whoever was shooting someone or something wouldn't come my way. After a few seconds I braved up enough to look around the tree. I relaxed quickly seeing no one in sight but then she appeared like lightening and I really had no clue where the hell she came from. She wore a short black cocktail dress very pretty and tall black heels that matched her dress I noticed. Her long dark hair was pulled back up on her head and although I couldn't really see her face fully I knew she was gorgeous. Leaning back against the tree I prayed she would walk by and not notice me.
What happened next could have really been the end of me, right there and to this day I thank god it was her and not someone else. I started throwing up everything I had eaten earlier up in the yard right at the wrong moment. I couldn't stop and I was pretty sure the woman as well as the rest of the neighborhood was hearing me vomit loudly. Suddenly my hair was pulled back away from any potential throw up. I continued to throw up until I had nothing left to throw up in my body then I wiped my mouth off on the back of my hand before I remembered someone was standing behind me. Turning slowly I was expecting a gun to the head but what I got was a very concerned face looking back at me.
She let my hair go slowly as I turned fully to face her. "Sorry you had to see that, thank you though." I said in one breathe." You alright?" she asked tilting her head slightly. Shaken my head." I will be thank you." I answered quietly." Are you alright?" I asked trying to keep my eyes neck level." Yes I am." Moving slightly I now had a view of the black backpack I just noticed she had and in was a gun inside. She saw what I was looking at and tried to hide it from my view once again.
"Hunting?" I had no clue why I asked that stupid question it just came out of my mouth." Um kind of." She answered taken me by surprise." Oh, well I hope you get whatever you're looking for." She smiled a little wider." Always do." I had no clue what she meant by that so I nodded and smiled at the woman before explaining I needed to find my car which was back at my friends. That's when she rushed and offered to drive me to my friends. My body was screaming 'no' but my head had a different idea and against my better judgment I accepted the ride.