I Still Love You

Summary: Just a random song-fic, with Chihiro thinking of Haku.

A/n: I've had enough of doing song-fics about IY!! I've lost count how many I've done in the last two months!! I've abandoned Spirited Away. Someone slap me! Please don't; it'll hurt. But if you have a song you want done to SA (and if I like it, naturally) please give it to me! I want to do more SA song-fics!! So, anyways, here's a kind a sloppy Spirited Away song-fic!! Oh and don't hurt me for the choice of song, I ran into this in my media player list, listen to it, and yeah I was reminded of Spirited Away. Don't ask how, I don't know!!

Who are you now
are you still the same
Or did you change somehow
what do you do
at this very moment when I think of you

Chihiro stared out from the balcony to the forest thinking of an emerald dragon that was something she thought of a lot, most thoughts about him led to wondering what he was doing at that point in time, if he was still in the world he sent her of from

And when I'm looking back
how we were young and stupid
do you remember that?
No matter how I fight it, can't deny it
just can't let you go

When she looked back at the place, where she was imprisoned in, without her parents and only him to go by…. When she looked back on it, it was stupid, stupid to fight it even now that she needed him

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

When she was alone at school, which was normally always, even though she had friends she felt like she was left out, she could kind of feel his presence there, she didn't even question it anymore, it was that often. It was like he was right beside her, yet they hadn't seen each other for over three years

Now look at me
Instead of moving on, not refuse to see
that I keep coming back
yeah, I'm stuck in a moment
that wasn't meant to last
I've tried to fight it, can't deny it
you don't even know that

She was stuck, she couldn't move forward, she couldn't move backward, the world he pushed her from was gone, there was no entrance anymore, and she couldn't find the entrance anymore. She couldn't go forward, so, well she wouldn't move on till she saw him again. She was stuck and she couldn't move. She still can't fight the urge that she knows that she needs him, and he probably didn't know it either

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Chihiro knew there were problems with their promise to see each other, but she hoped he knew she needed him, and that she cared for him, it wasn't just some stupid child crush she had on him and that held for three years

No, No...
I wish I could find you
just like you found me, that I,
would never let you go

She listened to the trees as the wind blew through them, she hoped that while listening to the wind that she could one day find him on them, one day he would come for her, once she found him she wasn't going to let go, she knew that, her parents wouldn't mind the spare room being used by a male…. much

(Need you, care about you)
Though everything's been said and done, yeah
I still feel you
(I still feel you)
like I'm right beside you
(Like I'm right here beside you)

She felt him beside her sometimes when her parents weren't home, there she told him most things, he was trying to be beside her, even though he couldn't he was trying, she gave him credit for that. She thought that with tears ran down her checks. Even though with everything that has gone on, she still cared for him…. She still loved him.

But still no word from you...