Don't own twilight only the OC's.
Prologue
Coraline pov
May 1, 2013
I always wonder what life would be like if I died. I know people love me and all, but it seems like I don't really care anymore. He always kept me grounded. He was the one who whispered sweet things in my ear. He was the one who told me that he will always be by my side. He always promised be things and he always kept them until last year. When I heard he was getting married to the one person I hated most. He was mine first. The one who would always got me in trouble even though it was his fault most of the time. He was the one who stayed on the phone with me when I had a nightmare. He was the one who I gave my first too and him the same. First it was holding hands. First kiss. FIrst touch and more. He was my everything, but it was my fault. I was the one who left him. I was the one who broke his heart. I was the one who got pregnant and miscarried and couldn't face him. I didn't tell him I was pregnant. No one knew except one person. HIs older sister. My bestfriends sister who was also their for me. She was my other person who I needed in my life. After I miscarried at 18 spent only two more months in Forks. I tried to spend all my time with him because I knew I was going to be leaving soon. I spent my last day with him doing all the things he loved. That night I tild himm that i would always and will love him forever no matter what. After he fell asleep that night I left. I miss his emerald green eyes, messy auburn hair that he would always put his hands through. That little scar I gave him when I was four and through a racecar at his face. That flashy white smile that always seemed to make me weak in the knees.
I blame myself for pushing him and everyone else away. I had to leave Forks. It was killing me. Too much green and it seemed like every time I turned around he was there. It was killing me. Whenever I looked at my wrist it reminded me of him. Toujours et pour toujours. Always and forever. We promised each other that after my sixth birthday. After I lost my father he never left my side. He will always be the one who owns my heart, but know his heart belongs to another woman and I am going back home for their wedding. I have been gone for almost six years I have made a name for myself in the business. I was the youngest and most successful designer in the world of fashion. I controlled everything from the models to fashion week to the outfits at the Emmy's or Oscars. If there was fashion I was there. No one knew of my private life though. I kept that private only the few individuals that I trusted with my life knew what was going on.
I don't want to go back, but I know I have to because I promised I would be there for his special day even though he might hate me. I know I can't had from Edward Anthony Masen Cullen any longer because I have to show him something that I can't hide any longer.
Please review!:) This is my first Twilight fan fic and I am a bit nervous. I hope you enjoy this.