Castiel had been sitting alone watching porn for about an hour, not knowing what was going on was nothing new to him. He kept looking at the young girl on the screen moaning repeating how great it felt and he kept wondering if it did feel great. The way the guy was fucking her seemed to hurt. He dint understand how something that looked so painful could feel so good. Dean walked in to the motel and saw castiel in a trance watching what seemed like the weirdest porn, although for Dean there was no such thing as weird porn with all the anime porn he saw he dint think anything was weird. Castiel dint see Dean come in and he saw the screen go black he looked up and saw Dean holding the Remote he said to Castiel. "Again, you're watching porn again this is like the third time today Cas" Castiel looked ashamed and put his head down Dean sat next to him and said "we need to find you a girl Cas" Castiel looked at Dean and said "I don't think I want that, I keep wondering about the girl and I keep thinking about how much she is enjoying herself and I want to enjoy myself like her" Dean dint understand what Castiel meant so he said "exactly we need to find you a hot girl for you to sleep with, and all your dreams will come true" Cas looked at Dean and said "I don't want a girl, I want him" Dean looked shocked and said "what do you mean him" "I want him I want it the way she has it I want to get it the way she gets it, I don't know why but I'm not interested in her or her fake breast and bubbly personality I am interested in how good she seems to feel when he puts himself inside her, I want him to be inside me Dean"
Dean looked surprised and said "so what Cas your like gay now or something" Cas looked away and said nothing they were both silent for a while and he finally said "I don't know Dean I think I am, it's not as if I'm not interested in women but sometimes I wish I could get fucked and sometimes I think" he got silent Dean said "what, what do you think Cas" Cas looked at Dean and got closer to him Dean dint move back "Cas looked at Dean and saw the freckles on his face and smiled, he looked at Dean's green eyes and then at Deans lips he put his thumb to Deans lips and Dean dint seem to flinch or anything. Cas smiled at Dean and Dean smiled back he then said "I don't know what's going to happen Castiel but I'm not going to say no" Castiel smiled brightly and kissed Dean softly on the lips he felt butterfly's in his stomach and felt himself get weaker, it was a weird feeling that he enjoyed very much. Dean was quiet for a second and Castiel said to him "what are you thinking Dean, please tell me because I've been thinking about you for a long time and I want you very much" Dean smiled and said "I want you too Cas he kissed him pulling him closer to him Castiel kissed him back with a lot of want and passion, he couldn't help himself and threw himself on top of Dean, Dean kissed and sucked on his lips and kissed his neck and kissed him some more. They heard the door and keys on the handle Castiel looked at Dean and said "I don't think Sam should know about this just yet" and disappeared. Sam walked in and looked at Dean lying on the couch all sweaty and flushed and said "what happened to you men" Dean got up and looked around the room he looked back at his brother and said "what, I don't know what your talking about I'm going to go get a shower bitch, he laughed hard and headed to the bathroom hearing sam call him a jerk.