*in the future*
Your one of the most powerful people in the universe & you don't even know it." "me, powerful? Never, im worthless im nothing." " oh but your are, it's a shame that you think that way. All your life you've been ridiculed & degraded right down to nothing. You're a hallow shell of the girl you should be." " what should I be then? & if im so powerful tell how." "you know that your different that your not like the rest. With your immense intellect you've been smarter that the rest. You solve equations faster, read quicker, have a larger vocabulary but that's not all you always seem to be many steps ahead of everyone & see things in a way that others don't. you're a time lord don't deny it june." the words hit me like a ton of bricks. they barely even register before everything goes black.
I'm running, through space. past stars & planets past galaxies past everything. But I can't steer off course, im just running forward. It feels like im running at my normal speed but im not. Im running at the speed of light yet everything is so clear. Until I reach the end of the universe. Running far running fast. " june june wake up." I hear. Every things so blurry as I open my eyes. But finally distorted images become people. The doctor walks over crouches down to me & says " what are you?" in a way as if to get a message across. " im a time lord." I say like the scared little girl that I, NO I don't think like that anymore, GET OUT! Please, please get out I'm not listening to you anymore! you don't control me only I do. No one else, no one else.
I guess I blanked out like I normally do during my freak outs because I don't even realize my tears. I don't even realize Jacob holding me. I don't realize anything anymore. I'm not getting better I'm getting worse. "Help me!", I don't even realize that I've screamed that out.