Author's Note: Gravitation and it's characters are not mine, names are only borrowed and use as an inspiration for this original fiction, this got nothing to do with the original story or its character, it's entirely a different story. Characters are OOC. Warning for mature readers because of its explicit content.

I never thought that life could be like this. That there could be someone who would bring meaning to my life. Now I have a purpose, now I got someone am living for…and that is Shuichi….the brat…my brat. I smiled. Stood up. Suddenly, am feeling tired. I don't want to wake him if I go back to bed. So, I walked to the couch and decided to take a snooze.

That's how Shuichi found him, sleeping so peacefully. Shuichi crouched down besides the sleeping man. Gently. Carefully. He touched Yuki's face. This is how Shuichi likes him. When Yuki is asleep. All the lines and scowls on his face disappears, the mask put away, he looks younger than his real age, his face more gentle. And Shuichi could see the real Eiri. Handsome. Shuichi thought. Having that tingling feeling, he is so happy he could burst. Yes, this man right here is mine, he said to himself so happily, he hugged himself tight, wanting to scream from so much joy. He felt so lucky. Yuki is very handsome when he is like this, uninhibited. Un-Yuki-like. In moments like these, Shuichi thinks he could fall in love with the man all over again. He just wish one day Yuki will trust him with his true form. That way he can fall for the man like he did the first time.

Yuki's shirt was open seductively. And Shuichi couldn't resist. It would still be an hour before K would come blasting through their door. Button by button, he unbuttoned Yuki's shirt. Just looking at him makes Shuichi want to pounce on the man. Carefully, he unbuttoned Yuki's pants, and unzipped his zipper. OMG…he is really gorgeous, with or without clothes on! Shuichi shivered from lust.

Shuichi started kissing Yuki's chest, groaning at how delicious the man taste. He took Yuki's bud and suck on them, making it come alive in his mouth. Yuki shifted and groaned. Shuichi got lost in what he was doing. He straddled the man and become more demanding. Kissing every part of Yuki's body. Yuki groaned louder and with sleet eyes, watched his boy lover, Shuichi knew that Yuki is watching him, and that excited him more. He could feel the man's hot hands gripping his arms. Yuki groaned louder and shifted, their needs meet, hardness with hardness. They both groaned. Shuichi slithered down the man's body, kissing everything his lips landed on until he reached his quest. He took Yuki in his hot mouth. Sucking him, nibbling, biting. He suddenly got a craving for this man underneath him. Yuki groaned, it's the first time Shuichi had been a Seme and he didn't know what came over his lover to take the lead. He tried to pull him up, the boy is treading dangerous grounds, if he didn't stop this, he will come in the boy's mouth. But Shuichi wouldn't stop, sucking harder, deeper. Until Yuki was panting so hard. Until Yuki gave up weakly and surrendered to Shuichi's ministration. Come for me, Yuki. He said, to himself, his lips, hands, tongue and teeth became more frantic, digging deeper, sucking deeper until he could feel Yuki at the back of his throat. Yuki was bucking his hips upward, plunging himself deeper in Shuichi's mouth. "Shui-" Yuki cried, and shuddered, releasing himself in the younger one's mouth. Shuichi drank it all eagerly, humming and licking the limp member.

When Shuichi looked up, smiling, he was expecting Yuki to tease him. But Yuki's eyes were close again, his face bathe in sweat, Shuichi chortled, he enjoyed it too much he fell asleep, Shuichi thought. He embraced Yuki.

"Yuki how about breakfast while I take a shower?" he asked. Expecting a groan of protest from the older man. But Yuki didn't react, didn't move.

Shuichi shook him, "Yuki?" he asked, shaking him harder, Yuki's head lolled to one side. Shuichi panicked, something's wrong. "Yuki?" he called again, louder now, shaking him harder. Still no response. He zipped Yuki's pants and fumbled with the shirt button, while he grabbed for the phone and called Hiro.

"Hiro please come over, I think something's wrong with Yuki!" he shouted into the receiver, not waiting for the man to even say hello.

Hiro just got up and was still sleepy but when he heard the urgency on Shuichi's voice, he came awake. "Okay, wait for me." He said, hang up the phone and grabbed the keys to his bike and helmet.

Shuichi rinse his mouth and decided to try to wake up Yuki again, he is like this when he pulled a 3 day all-nighter. He pinched Yuki hard on the arm, he knew he would react to that but, nothing. He grew worried. He walked to the bedroom and got Yuki a change of shirt and a damp towel, he decided to wash him up while waiting for Hiro.

"Oh, Yuki, please wake up. Please wake up!" he mumbled, with tears rolling down his face. Yuki's face was pale, and his hands are cold. He touched the man's forehead, he's a little warm.

Hiro checked Yuki's pulse and found it erratic but didn't want to scare Shuichi, he turned to the boy.

"Go get a damped towel." he ordered.

Shuichi ran to the bathroom, Hiro didn't like the guy but he could tell that something is wrong with the man. He slapped Yuki's face gently, trying to wake him.

"Yuki san.." he called, tapping him on the shoulder a couple of times. He heard a small groan. Hiro let out a sigh, when Shuichi came back with the towel, he put it on Yuki's face, trying to revive him. Yuki move his head slowly and that elicited more groans from the older man. Hiro shook him on the shoulder. Yuki opened his eyes slowly.

"Yuki!" Shuichi shouted and jumped on Yuki and embraced him before Hiro could stop him.

But it warmed the other boy that instead of yelling or pushing him away, Yuki groaned weakly and held on to his lover. Hiro gently pulled on Shuichi.

"Shui, let him breathe, he collapsed." Hiro said.

When Shuichi heard what happened he let go of his lover and gently clang to his arm.

"How are you feeling, Yuki?" he asked in a small voice, worried now, seeing how pale his face looked.

Yuki smiled weakly, "I'm okay, brat. I'm just tired that's all." he said, closing his eyes.

Shuichi was about to wake him when Hiro grabbed him.

"Let him rest. We can ask K san to take him to the hospital. Go dress up, am gonna watch over him." he said. Shuichi nodded worriedly and run to the bedroom.

K was a little surprise to see Shuichi ready and dressed, waiting for him. And Hiro was there.

"K san, could you help us take Yuki to the hospital before going to work?" Hiro asked.

"What's wrong with him?" he asked, looking at Yuki on the couch.

"We don't know, Shuichi said, he collapsed." Hiro replied, he was about to add about Yuki's pulse but Shuichi's eyes were already as big as saucers so he skipped that part. They all half carried the man in K's van and drove to the nearest hospital.

K didn't force Shuichi to leave Yuki's bedside, they were already late for the press conference but he knew not even a crane could pull him from there. He tagged the other boy instead.

"Let's go, Hiro. You explain to Tohma what happened." He said, not bothering to say goodbye to Shuichi, knowing it would fall on deaf ears now.

The doctor said they will keep Yuki for observation. It's those headaches, Shuichi knew it. Yuki wouldn't complain but he knew it's those headaches it's getting worse every attack.

Shuichi looked at Yuki so pale as the sheets on his bed, he looks like he is just sleeping, he hoped that the medicine the doctor gave him is working. The doctor said he didn't have to stay but, he knew he wouldn't be able to concentrate knowing he is in here and he is at work. So he sat down, preparing himself for the long vigil.

Tohma came, his words were kind but icy, as if it's Shuichi's fault that Yuki is lying there.

"What did happen, Shindou san?" Tohma asked, smiling his cold smile.

Shuichi's mind race, he didn't want to tell anyone what they did or what he did before Yuki collapsed.

"H-He woke up earlier than I did, I think he was finishing something in his study and when I woke up this morning he was taking a nap on the couch, I tried to wake him but as soon as he got up, he passed out again." Shuichi lied. He didn't want to, but he had too, he didn't know if Tohma could tell, maybe Hiro could and definitely Yuki would know if he is hiding something.

"Alright." Tohma said, patting the boy on the arm, not really believing it but he's got no choice. He had to take Shuichi on his words.

"You're needed in the studio for a live feed, get your stuff ready, I'm gonna drive you there." Tohma said.

Shuichi was about to complain, but he knew he's got no choice but to listen to his boss. Teary-eyed, he stood up and kiss Yuki on the lips.

"I would be back, Yuki. Wait for me. I love you so much." Shuichi whispered in his ear and with a light squeeze on the older man's arm he went with Tohma, stealing glances over his shoulder.