Yeah, this is my first Naruto fanfic, wrote it during strings, would have uploaded it tomorrow if not i would have had my computer. on the good note, weds day is my brithday, 16 at last!
Ran away from home? Impossible, to run away from home, you need a home. Sure he had an apartment, that was just a place he slept in, to lick his wounds. Hell he felt more at home talking to the ever present voice in his mind, than he did the entire city.
Would his friends miss him? It was possible , if he had them, as did he, they all had facades they showed to the world, weather it be happy, obsessed, rampaging or mad. In the end it was all an act. The world is a stage and all the people are the players right?
It was always him, himself, and no one else, but who needed them? The people outside didn't care about him, so he stopped caring about them, well there were, but there were a few whom did, but a few enough, it was more of a family type love.
And what the hell was family or love anyway?
Someone to protect you, sometimes
someone that is always there for you? Rarely
someone to hold you when you cry? Don't try to be funny.
So what was family but people who were connected by genetics or whatever.
Love, that was always was elusive to him, it always burned him, masochistic or not it was not like he welcomed the emotion in the first place, it was stupid, makes you want to want to sacrifice yourself for someone? Better to love and lost? That was pure bull. Someone might have sacrificed themselves for him, but it was a useless notion for that was what got him here in the first place.
That caused that stares, no, glares, and the cold words everyday. The never having friends, he could blame his only friend, but them he would lose him, but that person was in the past. But the glares and words caused, those are what pushed him over the edge and that where he went, over the edge.
So he ran away? Yeah, from home? Hell no. All he did was run after a long push. (1) too bad he tripped and fell. There is always tomorrow, clearing the road more and run away over the edge.
1- I was originally gonna stop here. Was it good to continue or not?