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Prologue

Why is it so damn fucking hard? I mean, it isn't supposed to be like that since we've been best friends for 6 fucking months and it changes everything NOW. Now that I've had a boyfriend, I start to like my best friend. It isn't supposed to be like that. He's my best friend. The person I can go to when I feel alone. The one person who I know will not judge me because of something that I did once. The one person that I could get cozy with and not feel like a slut about it. The one person I know who'll support me, probably until the end. When did those change? Oh I don't know. Probably during those two days that I spent getting cozy-d up with my beau, and after that, I couldn't look at my best friend in the eye anymore. Ditto goes for him since I know he pretty much avoids my gaze. And we both missed each other to no fucking end. It greatly confused me, and it isn't supposed to be like that. Everything's supposed to go very smoothly. Like it was planned, only in real life it isn't.

And I feel so, so guilty about it since I have my boyfriend. I don't know if he notices, but I guess he probably does. And he doesn't say anything about it because he's so fucking understanding and it makes me feel so fucking guilty and I feel like I'm committing adultery or something, even though technically I wasn't since my best friend doesn't know what I feel for him, and my boyfriend doesn't know the situation that I am in. Anyway, I don't know how to act in front of him anymore. My best friend, I mean. It's seems as if we became distant to each other. Sure, in those classes we shared he still sits beside me, but I think something damped something. He doesn't talk to me much like he used to, he wouldn't tell me what was on his mind anymore. It bugs me to no end. It's as if we're both complete strangers to each other.

And I confronted him about it. And he was fucking sad. So very sad that it shows in his text messages. (Oh. We're both allowed to use cellphones even in the magical world now,) There are no emotions in it, since we altered the function of our phones so when we text, the receiver would feel the emotion of the sender. And what I feel when I receive his texts is nothing. As if he didn't even text me at all.

Oh. And did I mention we were super duper close before that happened? I didn't? Well now you know. We were super close to the extent that people starts asking us if we're dating or something like that. My MUM even asked if he was courting me! I mean what the hell? You guys aren't supposed to think like that because we're best friends and we're super close and he LISTENS to me. Really listens to me. And he's the only person I can touch and be all cuddly-woodly with because I don't feel the only one in charge of my actions for that. If he doesn't pull away when I starts leaning in to him, then it's his fault as well.

But then it had to change. What. The. Fuck. He starts to look at me at those certain parts of a love song that is supposed to be dedicated to the one he loves. And he starts to super care for me. He starts to warn me about doing stupid stuffs and all that. He acts as if he's my boyfriend and that is just unacceptable. I mean, my boyfriend is the one who's supposed to act like that to me. Too bad he can't because of the stupid eyes of Filch Jr. We can't cuddle, holds hands, or even brush arms in public. He says it's inappropriate or something. Inappropriate my arse. My other best friend, Ann, says he's like that because he doesn't have anyone to public display his affections with. Not that anyone would want to, you know.

Anyway, I wonder what we'll make of this friendship. A week after that 2 days of cuddling with my boy, my best friend and I start to act all couple-y again. I hug him from behind, when we watch something and he's behind me, he'll rest his chin on my shoulders. When during Astronomy we're asked to sit on the floor, he'll be there and act like my support. The only thing missing is holding hands and kissing. And that's disgusting as well as exciting to think about.

Oh and said best friend is Scorpius Malfoy, the gentleman extraordinaire, and the ladies' gent.

Said boyfriend is Andrè Beaumont the dude who's close friends with EVERYONE in my family.

And the girl who's having problems with this is I, Rose Weasley.

Three hurrahs for that, please.

Or you know,

Not.

A/N: Well. Isn't that lovely? Okay so, the next and further chapters won't be like this. It will be in story form, don't you worry! This is the prologue chapter. I already have the next chapter written, and I may need a few reviews to upload it. Thanks! And I hope you enjoyed this one!