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Although Kurt hadn't been bullied at Dalton academy, he hadn't found what he was hoping for either. Or rather, not yet. Somehow Kurt didn't fit in, it seemed to be becoming a familiar feeling which obviously didn't please him, but he didn't regret his decision to transfer to Dalton either.

Even though he missed his old friends there was way he could ever return to Mckinley. As that would not only be unwise, it would be ethically unjust too as Carole and his father had given up so much to make the transfer possible. Kurt really missed his friends in New Directions but every time he thought of them, the thought of Karofski was never far off and he felt every time that he still had troubles not to panic right away…

Besides Dalton wasn't that bad. For instance Kurt really liked the blazers he wore as a member of Warblers and if he was honest with himself he had to admit that he looked even more often in the mirrors than he used to do at McKinley but hey, was he to blame that he looked good in a suit?

Although Kurt liked the outfit, it was, according to him, not the best perk of attending to an all-boys boarding school. The thing he liked the most was that there were so many boys around, which meant that there was always a handsome guy to look at and that had it's benefits. Yet it didn't do him any good during the exams though. Oh well, that's the price for the endless temptation surrounding him, not that he would ever give into it though, unless it would be that one special person of course…. Ever since he arrived at Dalton, Kurt had had these endless thoughts about…..

He was roughly brought back to reality as he realized he had smashed into something, or someone. And while he was thinking: I have to stop daydreaming all the time, it is not doing any reputation any good, he realized that he was gazing into the eyes of the one guy he had been thinking of…

"Sorry Blaine" he mumbled with his half-embarrassed smile. "well, it could have been worse, you're not the worst person to run into" Blaine said in his usual flirty way. Kurt couldn't help but blush as he reached out his hand to pull him upright again.

Kurt had once again realized that Blaine was not that bad a person to be in love with and he said to himself "he is a way better candidate than any other guy I've ever fallen in love with; he's sweet, polite, gentle, an amazing singer, handsome and lot's more but the real difference between this crush and all the others I have ever had is that this one has some chance of success as Blaine is actually gay.".

Yet Kurt was afraid to make the same mistake twice as his last crush hadn't been that a successful experience and he couldn't help remembering the despair he had caused Finn when he kept on trying to seduce him and he knew that causing Blaine to feel that way was the last thing he would ever want. Unlike Finn, Blaine seemed to like him in the same way Kurt liked him but Kurt wasn't completely sure. Which was ironic as he had one of the best gaydars in the world, he could see whether someone was gay or not from a mile away but there was one little flaw in this amazing gaydar…

He could only see whether someone was gay if he was totally unappealing to Kurt but as soon Kurt did like a guy his gut feeling seemed to let him down. That was why he never knew whether or not someone was actually interested in him but the thing he did know was that he had an impeccable fashion sense, so there were bound to be boys to like him right? Right?

"Are you okay Kurt?" Blaine asked, "you seem distracted, is there anything on your mind? You know you can tell me anything if you want right?" and while he said the last few words he put his arm around Kurt "Come, I'll buy you lunch" he said. Kurt felt his heart was beating faster and he felt an intense happiness spreading through his body, he knew that this feeling meant that he was blinded by love, again…..

Kurt started daydreaming again, he knew Blain would guide him somewhere anyway and no matter what, Blaine would be on his mind whether he was daydreaming or just walking with him. Blaine was in a very good mood and suddenly he started to sing, it was barely audible but loud enough for Kurt to hear. Within a few seconds he recognized the song Blaine was singing, but no, could it really be…..?

He was singing the song they had sang together during the Christmas holiday and Kurt couldn't help to think about that evening as he heard Blaine sing:

"this evening has been so very nice" and Kurt smiled, that was so right, they had nearly kissed that evening if it hadn't been for Mr. Shuester to turn up from out of the blue, Kurt regretted that he hadn't bent over just a bit more and he looked at Blaine's lips whilst he joined in without even knowing it "gosh, your lips look delicious" Blaine looked over with a smile on his face while he opened a door to a hallway Kurt had only been once before.

It was the hallway Blaine used as a shortcut to the Warblers practice when Kurt had been the best-dressed "spy" ever but apparently spies weren't supposed to look good, as his disguise had been blown within mere minutes. This time was different though, the hallway had been empty but apparently Blaine wasn't planning on going to pass through the door at the other end, he stopped half way, looked at Kurt and said: "you were right, your lips do look delicious", he bent over and Kurt could feel his warm breath on his skin…..

They were about to kiss, just half a second more and

Peep peep peep peep, "damn it, stupid alarm", he had all dreamt it, again….