THINGS THAT ESCAPE FROM MY MIND
Summary: This is the place for random ideas and drabbles that popped out of my mind and I didn't had any specific story to put them. Some of them may or may not go into a story some time in the future. So, don't expect any connection between chapters here.
A/N: No beta touch it. But reviews are always welcome.
SURVIVOR
I am a survivor.
Most people would think of this trait as a good thing. As some kind of luck that keep appearing or happening when the situation was dire and all the logical hope has ended. In the moment that all that is left is a prayer to whatever god out there, puff! I manage to survive. I usually don't really now how. One moment I'm looking death in the eyes, the next I'm somewhere else, safe, or at least closer to safety.
But I don't see it as the best of things. Because I go through too many life threatening situations, I have too many nightmares. And it seems that I always left somebody behind. Somebody who don't have this luck strike to be a survivor. And this means even more nightmares for me.
Be a survivor is a very tiring thing. People look at you with awe for all the things they think you have done and SURVIVED, or they look at you with fear because the next time you go and do something amazing and survive, one of them may be the unlucky bastard left behind.
Survivors and heroes are much alike and become the same when the survivor survives too many times. Then a simple lucky strike becomes something else and hero worship is bestowed upon you.
Another thing that I don't like: hero worship. People looking up to you and expecting you to do an amazing thing after another. And for awhile you can do no wrong. Until the next time you survive and somebody else doesn't. Then, maybe you aren't a hero anymore. You are someone with a strange luck, someone to be suspicious of.
Especially in the Wizarding world. How fast these people change their minds about everything is quite scary. You can go to sleep as a hero and wake up as the next insane monster, and you may never find out what made them change their minds about it. This come and goes are quite unsettling, let me tell you. I suffer from them enough.