A/N: Sorry it is taking me so long to finally get the first chapter of this up but i have been more concentrated on Heartache Every Moment and kinda pushed this one to the back of my mind. I also work alot so I don't really get much done. By the way the hit and run was caused by monica for the sake of the story. But here is the first chapter hope you all like. If you keep liking this story let me know and i'll continue if not... I just don't know. Enjoy. Don't own anything.

Chapter 1

Everyone had been waiting on news of Sam in the waiting room. When they took Sam in they rushed her in and that was almost two hours ago. Everyone was now worried they knew that something had gone wrong with it taking that long. Alexis was there but she got restless and decided to go visit Nikolas hoping by the time she came back she would have news on her eldest daughter. Liz was asleep her head on Jason's shoulder and Lucky was next to her in his own little world. Maxie and Spinelli was on the other side of the room looking at something on his laptop.

Lucky tuned back in just as Alexis was walking towards them with Dr. Devlin and Robin. Lucky stood up which got Jason's attention he softly woke Elizabeth up. "How is she?" asked Lucky. As Jason and Elizabeth stood by him Alexis, Spinelli and Maxie completeing the circle to the doctors.

Robin smiled at them. "Well Sam is very lucky woman. She had obtained new injuries along with her old ones" Robin said before she was cut in by Dr. Devil.

"We needed to pop Sam's hip back in because she dislocated it again. She will need about a month in physical theraphy. That is the only old injury she had. With the newest accident she was involved in Sam had a couple of bruised ribs that rest can heal. She has some cuts and bruises. Sam had apparently cut her stomach on what looked like glass. That is her worsed wound. The glass was pretty big if it would have went in any deeper it would of severed her small intestine. But we pulled all the glass out and sowed her back up. She will have to be here for a couple days. We will run more test later tonight when Dr. Lee comes in" right then his pager went off and he excused himself.

Robin was about to leave when they stopped her. "Why would she need Dr. Lee?" asked alexis confused.

Sympathy went across Robin's face. "Since May of 2007 a little before Jake was born"Robin said giving them a cloes date for everything. " Sam had been doing taking some experimental drugs"

Jason was confused he was still with Sam then and never remembered seeing her take any meds. "Why was she taking Experiment drugs and why didn't I know about it?" asked Jason.

Elizabeth and Lucky looked from Robin to Jason when he spoke. They both could see his confusion. Robin gave him a small smile. "The only people that knew she was taking the drugs were of course her doctors. Me, Dr. Lee and Patrick. She didn't want anyone to know incase it didn't work. The drugs were still being tested and she volintered to do it even knowing the risk to her menta health and health in general."

It was all of their turns to be confused. "I don't understand. Why was Sam taking drugs that could alter her mental health and risk to her physical health as well?" asked Alexis.

Robin looked at the group. "All of know how badly Sam wanted a child. She had gone to Dr. Lee and asked her if there was anything and of course Dr. Lee told her about this drug and how they were researching it and testing it out. Sam was intriged to say the less. So when she heard that her show was going to be filming where the drug was being researched she went and became their guinea pig. And she brought back the drugs to the hospital and she would get a monthly shot that was supervised by one of us on her case. The drug is suppose to release powerful agents that would help take away the scar tissue that was causing Sam not being able to concieve and carry her own child" Robin explainded.

"Ok so that explains the physcial part but why mental?" asked Maxie.

Robin looked at her cousin then at the rest. "As any drug there are side effects. This drug however produces what we don't know all we know is that it goes striaght to Sam's brain Altering certian brain function at different times. There have been at less 6 recorded times that Sam's brain had been altered and showed on test. They never happened here at the hosptial but they either occured a couple days to hours before she showed up but her last shot was in Janurary. This may be the reason why you might have gotten the feeling there was something off about Sam since at less June." she said.

Jason looked at Robin. "What happen's when Sam mind was Altered and when did they all occur because I noticed something a little off about Sam even though I was in jail around then" Jason said.

"Well when Sam mind is altered as you say. She has suffered so far. Confusion, mood alterings, frozen states in which causes her not to react but just stand there in almost a conatonic state, laps in judgement. Her doing something that is completely against something she would ever do and it brings forward the strongest emotion she has at that moment rather it be rage, guilt, sorrow. The laps in memory happened." Robin grabbed her chart for exacted dates. Jason was thinking and all the signs Sam had was when she did something that he had condemed her for. "Lets see it started Late June, the next would be July 17th, then it hit right before her accident with Carly and after seeing Ric with the next day being the day she testified at your trial but that is the one that lasted the longest, then the middle of August, She experinenced one at the ball, then the last occured Janurary 7th of this year" She said. Robin was confused when she saw shock on all there faces. "Why do you all locked shocked about those dates?" asked Robin she was highly interesting since Sam had been her patient for many many months.

After a few minutes of drawing in on everything Jason spoke. "Something happened around thoses dates that Sam did that changed so many things. Most of them aren't secrets anymore so. Late June would be when she watched Jake be taken she told us she froze in a moment of weakness none of us believed her. July 17th was when she came and visited me in Prision and broke up with me. I knew she was off when she showed up. Carly and he fought of course but Ric wanted her to use what she knew against me at trail but she didn't. August Sam hired thugs to terroize Liz and the kids at the park I don't know about the ball I only saw Sam a couple of times and wasn't sure what happened there with her. But in January she told Carly something she shouldn't of" Jason said. Knowing Alexis, Robin and Maxie didn't know that Jason was Jakes true father.

Robin shook her head. "That explains alot and why she had started drinking more. Maybe this will all tell you something maybe Sam really wasn't in control when those things happened. I don't know Sam personally but I even noticed the littlest change in her from when we talked and worked together in 2005 So maybe this explains alot and now all you can truely move on. You should be able to see Sam now. She will be here couple days then she can go home but its advise not alone she will need some help to make sure she doesn't pull out her stitches and hurt her hip even more"

"Thank you robin" Alexis said before walking away towards her daughters room. Maxie followed right behind leaving Lucky, Jason and Elizabeth and Spinelli behind in shock.

Alexis and Maxie walked into Sam's room. Sam was already awake and smiled at the two. "Hey"

Alexis kissed sam's forehead gently. "How you feeling"

Sma shrugged. "They got me on some pretty hard drugs so I am feeling good" Sam smiled but it faded when she saw the look on their face when she said drug. "Whats going on?" asked Sam.

Alexis side. "why didn't you tell us that you were taking an experiment drug Sam?"

Sam turned her head. "I don't want to talk about it" she said.

"Sam we already know what it does and what the side effects were" Maxie said empasing side effects.

Sam's head snapped in there direction. "They told you?" asked Sam.

"Ya they told us and the dates Sam. Jason put everything else together about what you did" Alexis said.

"Oh. I am really tired do you think I could get some rest?" Sam asked.

"OF course. I will come visit later" said Alexis.

"Me to ill bring you some magazines and stuff so your not bored" said Maxie in a cheery voice

sam smiled. "Thanks guys. See you both later" she said as she watched them leave as they left Dr. Lee came in right after them. "So whats the verdict?" sam said sitting up a little but slowly.

"Well Sam the drug seemed to work there isn't that much scar tissue left. But you are lucky that glass wasn't lower or it could of made everything you have gone through worth nothing. But I do want to an ultrasound just to double check" Dr. Lee said getting everything ready. Sam laid there watcheding Dr. Lee look at the screen. "Well everything looks fine. I don't see why after you are healed from all your injures including that hip you wouldn't be able to get pregnant and carry a child but if and when you do. I am still going to see it as a high risk pregnancy. So get plently of rest and I'll check on you later"

"Thanks Dr.Lee" Sam said as the doctor left. Sam closed her eyes after that and feel asleep happy that the scrafice she made was worth it.