Confessions at Midnight
By:Tenshi Zetsumei
Disclaimer: Kyou Kara Maou is not mine...I don't have any money anyway so don't sue me...
Okay this is my first KKM fic... It is a cute fluff ball born of sleep deprivation and an overdose of romance movies.
He could feel the weight off another person collapsing on to the bed next to him. Who knew who it was. After all he was in the other person's room. It could be considered their room since he had been sleeping in here so long and many of his possessions had migrated here. A few thought it was a little taboo for an unmarried couple like them to be sharing a bed.
Wolfram sighed wistfully as he sat up to stare at the serene features of the now sleeping maou. His fiancée, his king, his wimp, Yuuri. Sometimes he wished the young king wasn't so utterly oblivious. Wolfram always found himself thinking the same thing when he thought of Yuuri.'Why doesn't he notice me? Why doesn't he see how much I love him? Why does he always have to be so nice and flirty with all those pretty girls? I'm just as good as them in fact better!'The thoughts plagued him always along with a burning emptiness in chest. But even if he were to run off with one of them would anyone consider it "cheating"? The only bond that held the two boys together was a purely accidental proposal. A bond that could easily be broken by a single word from Yuuri.
Wolfram's emerald eyes burned with unshed tears as the thoughts continued to flow unbidden through his mind, Making him feel sick. It wasn't as if he and Yuuri were an actual couple. They never spent time together or went out on dates. They never hugged or kissed and actual avoided contact at all.
And Wolfram wondered finally, as a single tear streaked his porcelain cheek, who he had been trying so desperately to fool. Saying Yuuri was his. He doubted that Yuuri even liked him let alone returned his feelings of... Love. More tears followed the first marking his face with their shining wet trails. A harsh whisper escaped his throat,"Yuuri..."The boy's soft black hair an tan face were distorted by heavy tears. The blonde demon felt a dam break in his heart and the words he'd held firmly on to for so long flowed from his quivering lips as steadily as his tears.
Yuuri's dark eyes creaked open when he felt a drop of water splash onto his cheek and drip down his face. He wondered at where it had come from until it reached his lips. Salty...A tear? Who was crying? Then came his name a ghostly pleading whisper. The voice barely recognizable without its snobby tone and harsh words. As the whisper continued all the boy could think was.'Oh my god this can't be real Wolfram would never say things like this...I'm still asleep I have to be...'But he was...Whispering his confessions of affection as the clock tower sounded to twelve.
Through silent sobs came the soft sincere words."Yuuri, Are so deaf you can't hear my heart calling yours? Are you so blind that you can't see me reach out for you?" His voice was louder now more desperate than pleading now. His eyes closed tightly as he asked."God Yuuri are you so naïve that you can't see how in love I am with you?"(A/N very ooc for Wolfy but It has to be for the sake of the plot)Wolfram felt a hand wipe away the forming tear in his eye and his eyes opened to a almost perfect circles in shock. And two soft black orbs were there in front of him."Yuuri you were?...You heard..." Wolfram cried out near hyperventilation from sobbing so much and now it felt as if someone blocked off his windpipe preventing his speech.
Yuuri shushed him placing a finger to his soft lips. He'd always secretly thought about how soft they looked and it turns out they were. Like a fresh rose petal. "Take a deep breath Wolf it's okay."The young maou assured his fiancée. The blonde did so a few times before Yuuri pulled him into a warm embrace.
The demon prince struggled against the comforting hold. "Let me go you wimp I don't need your god damn sympathy!"He screeched pounding on Yuuri's chest tears beginning to build in his eyes again. "You hate me just say it damn you!"
Yuuri held the boy tighter with strength he didn't know he had until now. Yuuri felt as if his heart was being torn out at Wolfram words. At that moment that every thought that he'd had about Wolfram. All the ones he had put off as weird or wrong. All those times he secretly observed Wolfram when the boy wasn't looking. All those things made sense now because he realized why he'd done them. It was because he was in love with the other boy... "What on earth made you think I hated you?"
"Why else would you ignore me?"He cried finally pulling free of Yuuri, "You never hold me or kiss me. You never even come close! You don't...You don't..."The blonde became enraged and he threw a pillow at Yuuri. "You don't love me! And yet you do this to me! Stop torturing me damn you!"
Yuuri tried to reach out for Wolfram only to have his hand slapped away with a nasty growl. He quickly withdrew it. "I'm not torturing you in any way and I do-"He tried to speak but Wolfram cut him off harshly. If he had done in a car he would have flung Yuuri off the road.
Wolfram's face was crimson with fury as he screamed."Why don't you just call off the engagement you damn wimp? Maybe you don't hate me but sure as hell don't return my feelings so get me off your back! Make it so it's none of my business that your a filthy cheater if you hate me calling you that so much! If break it off you'll take away my excuse for sleeping in your room and you'll have it all to yourself again!Just like you wanted!" He anger suddenly collapsed into a tears and he broke drown crying again. Yuuri could hear him sob. "Why can't you just torturing me by making me think I have a chance..."
Yuuri used his chance pull the weeping boy closer whispering softly. "Wolf I you don't get it...I didn't understand why I couldn't break off the engagement... I couldn't understand what I felt for at first..." He cupped the weeping boy's chin until red rimmed emerald eyes met soft opal. This newly found feeling for his fiancée was making his cheeks burn and he knew he was blushing. "I guess what I'm trying to say is..."He knew exactly what he wanted to say but didn't know to say it. Then he recalled one of his mothers his mother's random tidbits. His mother flashed in his mind smiling broadly, "Remember something sweetie. To a girl the first kiss is everything. The entire relationship will be based on that." Yuuri knew Wolfram wasn't a girl but he guessed it was the same basic concept. He didn't think of much else until he gently touched his lips on Wolfram's. Then any of his doubt drifted drifted away as he pressed as tightly to those silky lips as he could, pulling the other boy closer in his arms.
Wolfram eyes went went wide as he felt Yuuri's lip cover his own. As he felt their lips lock fully his eyes drifted closed and his arms wrapped around Yuuri's neck. The rush of emotion was incredible. It was light a jolt through his system causing the butterflies that had been in his stomach to go berserk and flutter against his insides. In fact it felt as a few had escaped his stomach and flew into his chest. It just couldn't be possible for his heart to beat that fast...It was just amazing, this had been his fantasy since he'd first realized his feeling for the boy. Then recalled when he'd first told his mother that he was attracted to boys. It was only a few months before he'd met Yuuri. And now his mother first piece of advice regarding men rang through his mind. "Wolfy baby with men it's the first, if it feels right that's how you know he loves you." He hadn't truly understood what his mother meant by 'right' but if this kiss wasn't the most 'right' thing he'd ever experienced...Then nothing could ever be right...
The two boys sat locked there in a sweet first kiss the moonlight washing over them. Both wishing that they could stay like that forever. Hoping that when they parted it wouldn't just be a dream. Soon they did. Their eyes opening to see the other's. Yuuri smiled softly saying with total confidence. "Wolfram I am so in love with you that no one could make me break off the engagement if they threatened to kill me." He'd expected a very happy Wolfram but he should have known better...
"Yuuri why..." Said the blond e seeming very sweet and content with his cheeks still pink and his eyes half lidded, when Yuuri found himself a headlock with an hissing Wolfram tugging on his hair. "You didn't tell me this before I broke down crying wimp! Do have any clue how MUCH it hurts for a fire Mazouku(Sp?) to cry?"
"I tried to you cut me off! OWWWWW! My hairs "Attached" to my head you know?"Yuuri cried struggling and wondering at the strength Wolfram's lithe form hid. Until the oak double doors to his room flew open and a small crowd of people(Who had obviously been listening at the door) stumbling in a falling in a pile. The maou was greatful because any anger at him was converted into anger at them. But before Wolfram had a chance to unleash his flaming fury on them his mother walked in stepping on quite a few people as she swayed over to the bed.
"So I guess the marriage is sealed then Yuuri...How about we do it this Saturday? No use waiting until your older since your going to have to get married now." Stated the former maou tossing her long hair.
"Um... No offense to Wolf I'm madly in love him and I wish I could marry him right this second... But why do we have to?" He asked even though he already knew it was some bizarre tradition or something. Though he hadn't done anything but kiss... That was it it had something to do with the kiss...
Wolfram eyes were full of understanding of the situation. Before his mother answered he turned to Yuuri."Yuuri I'm the first person you've ever been in love with right?" Yuuri nodded and Wolfram sighed and asked another question,"That was your first kiss?"
"Well yeah. Why?" He asked turning back to Wolfram's mother.
"Hm...I'm surprised you haven't come across this in your studies." She stated,"So what happened to the both of you had nothing to do with our traditions but an ancient magic. You see not only is Wolfram your first love but you are his. You both shared your first kiss with each other. When that happens, so rarely that it does, the two people's souls become intertwined." She continued, interlocking her thin fingers as if to illustrate."Nothing will ever pull you apart, the bond protects you both to a degree and it is an absolute guarantee that your first love will remain your only love. So you see its inevitable that you will be wed so why wait a few years when we can do it now. Your both 16 I mean are the chances of you actually keeping your hands off each other through tonight let alone being together for a few years!"
The blonde who looked euphoric during most of his mother explanation grew enraged at that last comment. "Mother I'll have you know that Yuuri and I have enough self control not to anything until the ceremony this weekend!"Wolfram challenged.
His mother's eyes earned a demonic glint. "Do you now we'll see about that! The guards with the sharpest ears will be placed outside this room at night!"She ordered."Until Saturday."She then swept out of the room.
"We'll show her right Yuuri...Yuuri..."Wolfram questioned the wide eyed boy laying next to him."Your not upset about the whole souls being entwined thing are you...If I'd known I would have told you."
"No its just my family. I want them at the wedding but I don't know how to tell them I'm getting married let alone getting married to another guy..."He explained solemnly.
"Then I will go to your world and help you explain. Then we can bring your family here for the ceremony." He stated simply."We leave tomorrow afternoon!"
"But Wolf!"Yuuri started.
"No buts! We leave at noon and that's final!" Wolfram hissed before smiling and kissing Yuuri."Goodnight Yuuri!"
Yuuri just groaned and laid down next to the blonde boy embracing him as he drifted off to sleep. The next morning Yuuri didn't find himself on the floor for the first time since
wolfram started sleeping with him.
A/N: You wonderful people who decided to read this story if you liked it let me know so I know whether or not to bother finnishing it...Review...Or be mauled by a horde of flesh eating pink gnomes!
