"No one...except you"
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No one disturbs me
No one stops me
No one drives me crazy
No one wants me
No one finds me
No one make me feel good…except you
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I'm never a very socialised person.
I think it's the fault of my dear mother. The bloody whore was not very pleased when she got pregnant with me. And my father an ever drunken bastard.
At the age of 12 they accidentally discovered my special talent and my father beat me half to dead. Till the age of 14 I end more as once in the hospital.
One year later my parents are dead –I shoot them with my father's gun.
But instead of the jail, the members of Rosenkreuz fetched me up.
In these 3 Years I have had the luck to learn how to train and control my special talent. In the end I graduated as one of the best in my exams class.
The first meeting with Bradley Crawford take place in the same year. I work with him for almost 3 years before he take the job as fearless leader of Schwarz – and I'm now the second in command.
He's my only reason to live…to go on with my life every bloody day. Don't understand me wrong, I like our Chibi and Farf also, but It's just a loose friendship. With Brad its different…Brad is simply special. I would die for him in purpose to save his life. I don't know if that's the thing called love!? I never be loved in my whole life. I don't know the deeper meaning of this single word. I'm too afraid to ask him about his feelings towards me and I can't see what's going through his mind, his shields never lowered.
I hope he never, never read this few lines…I wouldn't survive if he's laughing or never again speak a word with me. And so I go one with my hopes and dreams and do my very best to protect Bradley Crawford –fearless leader of Schwarz.
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19. –21.05.2007
One shot or tbc??? I don't know….,
This is one of my few attempts to write a whole story in English. This language is not my mother tongue and I battle with the right spellings, grammar and Co.! I hope it's only a little bit readable…
(The English language is simply beautiful and many words sound just better as in german…((something in the first paragraph for example…"")) )
PS: Schuldig writes a letter...
Ahh…and Weiss Kreuz don't belong to me...if they do, there would probably more as just two mangas and the few OVA´s…