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"Levi-Kun?" I asked as he entered his office. I'd been put in charge of cleaning that particular day.

"Natasha, stop calling me that." he sighed as he slumped on the couch. I shrugged and set down the book and papers I was holding in my hands, before walking over to him and slowly sitting next to him. He had his head thrown back, his eyes shut tightly as he grumbled. "Would you?" he asked.

"Of course. Anything for my Levi-kun." I smiled.

"Tsk! I told you, stop calling me that." he scoffed as he straightened his back.

"I've been calling you that since we were small." I reminded him. I got a sudden rush of the awkward love I had for him, I'd followed him since we were five and I'd followed him all the way here. I got down onto my knees and slowly spread his legs, unzipping his pants. "I won't stop now."

He leaned forward and patted my head, a twitch threatening his lips to pull into a smile. "No." he said, shaking his head. He seemed disgusted and I worried I'd done something wrong.

Our relationship had always been an odd one. We were weirdly a couple but not in public. He said he couldn't admit his feelings to others and 'keep face'. I'd always accepted that fact, being with him in secret was better than nothing. "I don't want that today."

His eyes looked at me coldly but I knew there was a big, strong heart behind them. He narrowed his beautiful, powerful eyes and grabbed a handful of my hair. I flinched at his harshness but allowed him to do as he wished. He pulled my head up as he bent forward and fiercely pressed his lips against mine. His tongue forcing my mouth open as he forced the kiss upon me. I didn't mind it, but I wished he'd be gentler with me. He pulled away and stroked the bunch of hair down. Sighing again.

It had only been a couple of days since his entire team had been murdered by the female titan, Annie. He'd been off ever since but I knew he didn't wish to show it. He was always affected by a death, in his own way he mourned and that was one of the reasons I loved him. Even if he was hard to understand he was still a human. He'd always won my admiration and my heart.

I stood up and stroked his soft skin. I pushed his tense body back and sat over his lap. Leaning close to him I slowly wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him tightly. He allowed me to continue with my actions of affection and began to bury his head in my shoulder and chest as he wrapped his arms around my waist.

"You haven't showered yet." I knew it was a statement but it sounded like a question, so I answered.

"Not yet," I admitted, pulling away from him slightly, worrying he was subtly complaining about my smell.

Do I smell that bad?

"Then I'm going to give you an order and you better follow it." his words were shaky, unusual for him. He was usually cool, calm and confident in everything he did. "Shower with me."

"You don't have to waste an order on something like that." I laughed. "I'd do that if you just asked." Just as he was going to speak I added, "Nicely."

I felt his lips twitch against my shoulder, threatening to smile. He turned his head and began to nuzzle into my neck; it was strange for him to be so affectionate.

"Please," the word exhaled from his lips in little more than a whisper. But I took it and smiled, gently stroking the back of his head.

"In a bit." I slumped against him and took a deep breath. He'd obviously had a long and tiring day; I could smell sweat on him which he usually lacked after only working in the office. He rubbed his hand up and down my back, nudging his head against mine until our foreheads were pressed against each other. His eyes were thin and staring at me, he had an odd look in them. Not cold but they didn't seem to be caring. I smiled softly and pressed our lips together.

This kiss was different to the previous one; it was kinder, filled with tenderness. His hot tongue began to explore my mouth, brushing against my own as I attempted to do the same to him. He quietly moaned into my mouth and pulled back. I licked along his lips, not wanting to end the kiss.

"Tch, disgusting." he scowled as he turned away from me. I smirked. He was so concerned with germs, so much so that we hadn't even had sex yet. I merely 'serviced' him, with whatever he wanted. My hands or my mouth were the most commonly used. The most he would give me would be a kiss or sometimes he might fondle my breasts. He'd kiss my body, but that was it. No sex and I'd given up asking for it.

"Tonight, may I make a request?" I asked as I kissed his surprisingly soft cheek.

"You can make the request. But I can always decline." He seemed to be attempting to tease me.

"May I sleep with you?"

"I've already told you..."

"No, I don't mean sex. Just... Sleep." I shook my head and smiled at him. I'd only ever been allowed to sleep in his dorms once before and I was kicked out in the middle of the night for snoring. He eyed me carefully as if question my reasoning for wanting such a simple thing. "Since then I've been having nightmares, I just ... I just want to be close to you." He knew I was referring to the day we lost our team mates. I sat up straight and released my arms from around his neck, slowly sliding then down his chest. "Please?"

He slid his arms from around my waist and began to rub my arm, still staring at me. His gaze was intense yet soft, it sent small shivers down my spine.

"Alright," he said after some time. "But don't fucking try anything on me." My smile widened into a grin and I nodded my agreement.

"Yes, Sir!"

"And I'll require you to wake me up in the morning, with a present." He turned his head away from me but I could see the faint blush on his cheeks. "With your hands. Wake me up with a present." he repeated the present sentence, I wondered if he thought it would entice me into agreement. But for him I would do it without him attempting to bargain with me.

"Okay." I nodded.

I stood up and held my hand out to him, a genuine smile on my face as I looked at his. I could see the bags under his eyes, he was very obviously tired. He looked at my hand for a moment before taking it. I pulled him to his feet and yanked him close to my body, hugging him once more.

Levi was the same height as myself, a fact he often got teased for by other men. Although, I liked it better than the look of having to strain to kiss a guy almost twice my size.

He went ridged and stiff, obviously shocked by my actions. "You dare be so carefree with your superior officer?" He snapped. I knew it was more of a reflect for him to act in such a manor, but it still hurt.

"What are you doing?" I turned my head to see the door wide open and Eren stood looking at us. Levi pushed me away from him, the scowl on his face returning. I tried to keep hold of my Levi but he was stronger than his stature would lead you to believe. I turned suddenly and glared at the teenager who stood in the doorway. He was looking at his Corporal with expectation, probably waiting for him to give me punishment for hugging him. If only he knew.

"Get out," Levi's words were cold and angry. I turned to him and felt my heart stop in my chest as his cold words turned my heart to ice and shattered it into small fragments. It felt like he'd pulled out his sword and slaughtered me, just like he did Titans. I lowered my head as if realizing my place but in reality I was trying to hold back the tears that began to threaten me. "Why are you still here? Get out, Eren."

I raised my head and looked back to the Lance Corporal. He looked ticked off and tired but in an odd way I found him cute, I wished to hug him and pinch his cheek in an attempt to make him smile… or even laugh.

I turned back to see the confused expression on Eren's face. He looked between the two of us and seemed to be disgusted. "Corporal, there's no way you can be serious!? Her..!?" He glared at me, he seemed angry and if I wasn't mistaken, jealous.

So, Eren's gay?

"She's not good enough of you!"

Oh, so he just wants better for his Superior… Thanks.

Levi walked past me and pushed Eren backwards, out of the door. "Don't tell me who's good enough for me. You have no right to make such a judgment, Brat." As Eren went to protest and step closer, Levi lifted his leg and swiftly kicked him in the gut. Eren stumbled backwards and landed on his butt, staring up at a man he obviously admired. "Know your place." Levi said harshly before slamming the door shut.

"Sorry," he whispered, making it hard for me to hear what it was he said. He turned around to face me and was shocked as he saw tears running down my cheeks. "What the hell!?"

"I.. I'm sorry!" I sobbed as I rubbed at my eyes. "I thought you were telling me to get out."

The coldness faded from his eyes and his expression softened as he walked over to me. "Idiot." He scoffed as he patted my head. "You're my Tasha-Chan."

As he used the nickname he'd given me when we were kids the tears began to flow more as I wailed.

He placed his hand on my head and gave it a rub. "There, there." He said awkwardly. I looked up at him through my teary eyes. He was blurred and fuzzy through my compromised vision.

"I lo-" but before I could say more Levi leaned closer and kissed me. I fell to my knees, pulling him down with me. The heat from his lips and tongue spread throughout my body.

He gripped my upper arm and pulled me close to him. As he did, he began to swirl his tongue around my mouth, our bodies growing closer.

And as suddenly as he'd kissed me, he pulled away. He made a grunting noise and I couldn't tell if it was disgust or pleasure. As he got to his feet he pulled on my arm and forced me up.

"You're sweating. You need to shower." He said in a level tone as he began to drag me out of the room.

We headed for his dorm. Levi was lucky. He got a large room with a double bed, an adjoining bathroom and best of all he didn't have to share it with anyone. His room was a plain white, clean beyond belief, not a speck of dust.

He unlocked the door, keeping a tight grip on my arm as we entered the room. Once the door was shut and locked once again he released his grip on my arm. I looked down at my limb; there was a red mark where his hand had been. I glanced back to him and waited for him to tell me what he wanted, he was an organized person and he liked things done his way.

He kept his back to me and began to fiddle with the door handle.

"Levi... -Kun?" I asked, trying to prompt him. He turned his head and looked over his shoulder at me, his eyes thin and cold. "What's wrong?" I asked, taking a step towards him.

"You're still clothed," It almost sounded like a growl but I knew it was just the irritation in his voice. "You cannot shower like that."

"Neither can you." I pointed out.

"Then take them off of me." His body was now fully facing mine as he unbuttoned his shirt, only half way down so his chest was exposed. I looked at the pale, toned skin which usually hid under clothing. It was rare for him to remove any of his clothes unless it was necessary.

"Lazy," I laughed, but I stepped close and continued to unbutton his shirt where he'd finished. I leaned down and kissed his collar bone as I did. He stood still, as if he were a statue, a form he easily took. His muscles were tense and his skin shivered under my lips.

Once his shirt was fully opened I brushed it off of his shoulders and pulled it down his arms, letting it go and allowing it to fall to the ground.

"This goes both ways." I whispered, barely lifting my lips from his skin, which was surprisingly cool. The hard day's work had obviously given him a cold sweat. He scoffed and grabbed a handful of my shirt, right in between my breasts and yanked it off, the majority of the buttons popped off and the material ripped.

"Hey!" I jumped back, looking down at his work. It surprised me that he might do something like this, it would litter his floor with small pieces of fabric, which seemed like something he would avoid.

He grabbed me by the wrist and marched into the bathroom without another word. He pulled me in and shut the door. It wasn't a big bathroom but it wasn't small, easily enough room for us both to walk around. He reached over and set the water running before he began removing his pants. He glared at me. "Hurry up." He sounded impatient so I decided to be quick about it.

Once we were both fully naked we stepped into the shower, just allowing the water to pour down on us for a few moments. Levi closed his eyes and enjoyed the warm water washing his skin as I watched him. I was both concerned and marvelled by him.

There was no play when it came to a shower, not with Levi. Shower sex? Not a chance. He wouldn't even touch my area, not that I was very keen on the idea of him doing that anyway. He probably would have only complained about how gross I was.

It was annoying and rather frustrating that he got all the fun but, I didn't wish to push him away.

He began by washing my hair. He sat me down on a small stool and began massaging the shampoo into my scalp. He was surprisingly skilled at the task and it felt rather relaxing. He rinsed my hair free of the suds and then kissed the top of my head. "My turn." he whispered to me.

I stood up off of the stool and allowed him to sit down on it. I picked up the shampoo bottle and squeezed a small blob of the clear, thick liquid into the palm of my hand before rubbing it into his scalp. I doubt I gave as pleasing a massage as he did but I tried my best. His hair was short so it didn't take long to clean and rinse.

Next were our backs. Since he was already sat on the stool I did his first. I squeezed a fair amount of shower gel onto my hand before rubbing it onto his back. He stayed quiet as I cleaned him.

I rinsed his back off and set the shower head back up before I leaned down and kissed his neck. "What's wrong?" I asked as I slid my arms over his shoulders and let them dangle against his chest.

"Nothing," he said without a second thought. He stood up and stepped out of the shower, grabbing a towel from the rack as he began drying himself.

"Levi?" I climbed out after him and danced around him to get a look at his face. "Talk to me!" I demanded as I cupped both of his cheeks with my hands, staring into his eyes. His eyes seemed to tremble for a moment before he reached up and gently touched my hand.

He squeezed his eyes shut before walking away from me, out of the bathroom and back into his quarters. I followed him out, not caring about the water dripping from my body.

"Levi-Kun!" I huffed. "Stop this."

He sat down on the bed and looked up at me. "Shut up." He said coldly, it was obvious I was irritating him.

I sat on the bed next to him and kissed his cheek, trying to reassure him with some affection. He turned his head away and rolled his eyes.

"I can't help if you won't say anything." Now I was the irritated one. All he did was try to push me away when I was desperate to help him. I'd only spent the last two days waiting on him, doing as he asked and fetching whatever he desired, all because I wanted his ankle to heal.

And this Is the thanks I get!

"Tasha-Chan," he sighed as he looked back to me, sorrow clearly showing in his glossy eyes. I hadn't seen Levi in such an emotionally confused state for a long time, if ever.

I furrowed my brow and held back the tears which were accompanied by a sharp stab in the back of my throat. All thoughts of annoyance gone. "Levi-Kun," I croaked as I leaned forward, wrapping my arms around him and hugging him tightly.

"You're mine," he said as if he were stating a well known fact. "I'll keep Eren quiet, so stay mine." I looked down at him in surprise. "If you touch anyone else, or get touched by anyone else.. I'll kill you." I would've done so without him saying anything. Although, it was nice to hear it in words. "Mine..." He slouched against me and sighed, I was sure he was going to cry.

But he didn't cry, tears did not fall from his eyes. He just rested his head on my chest and allowed me to hug him tightly, petting his head softly as I did.

A/N: For now, this is a oneshot. But I'm considering continuing with it since I really enjoyed writing this! Please remember to leave a review and give your honest oppinion. Thank you :)