Ok, this is ULTRA short but I literally wrote it the minute the ABRC episode ended so it was sort of what was going through my (well, Christian's :P) mind at the time...
I did have a bit of an argument with myself over whether to upload this so I hope you all like it! :)

That one moment…

There. In that one moment, that's when your world tumbles down. You thought you knew what pain felt like. You'd been through so much in the past 2 years; surely there was no room for more hurt? But, no, now you feel it and it burns. You feel it sweep through your entire body until it reaches your heart. It's not that slow, dull ache that you grew accustomed to over the period of secrecy. No. This pain hits you like a steam train, heading full speed at the centre of your chest and as it crashes you feel your heart stop for a single, split second. All you can utter is a single word. A single, lone, inconsequential, solitary word… "No!" The whole room moves in slow motion, staring first at you and then, in shock, at the still, lifeless, bloodied body on the floor.

There. That one moment, when your whole world literally tumbles down and settles in the dust at your feet.