~Where are you Christmas~
By Moon Dragon

Warnings: Romance, little bit of angst *SONGFIC* *YAOI*
Pairings: 3+4 (Hints: 1+2, 5+S)
Disclaimers: I don't own Gundam Wing or the song itself.
Notes: I should've done this earlier, but oh well. Enjoy!

**...** = song lyrics

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Trowa Barton sighs at the lively scene.
The snowy white park is filled with colours of passing people.
But with many more colours of laughter, singing and love.
Everyone is in their own place.
Heero and Duo are living together with ornaments to decorate..
Wufei and Sally share their mugs of hot chocolate.
Catherine is shopping for her newfound family.
But where is his place?

**Where are you Christmas
Why can't I find you
Why have you gone away
Where is the laughter
You used to bring me
Why can't I hear music play

My world is changing
I'm rearranging
Does that mean Christmas changes too**

Quatre is so amazed by this season called winter.
Little individual snowflakes act like fairies.
Each gracing their way down onto the Earth.
Quatre turns his attention away from the frost window to the
presents he bought for all his friends.
He can't wait for his party tomorrow.
Everyone will be there! Duo, Heero, Wufei…everyone he knows.
Quatre's mind falters as he eyes the last present.
It's simple. A small box wrapped in crimson red with
golden leaves tracing around.
The ribbon is his most favourite, though.
Pure emerald green.
Quatre carefully cradles the present to his missing heart.
"Where are you Trowa?" He whispers in thought.
"Why won't you let me find you?"

**Where are you Christmas
Do you remember
The one you used to know
I'm not the same one
See what the time's done
Is that why you have let me go**

Footsteps can be heard as Trowa walks his way to the heart of the park.
He finally reaches a clearing with a large Christmas tree.
The tree is decorated in all its glory with flashing lights and
sparkling adornments.
It's beautiful, Trowa admits. But before this large tree was a
wonderful crafted fountain. It was Trowa's favourite place.
It was the place where Quatre declared his love for him.
Trowa once thought Quatre as a fool. How could he love someone as
nameless and hopeless as him?
Trowa tries to be confined and hidden as possible.
But from what?
The pain? Quatre's care?
From the only love that Trowa can ever hope for?
The tables are turned…
Now he is the fool…
The air seems more cold as his wet tears turn into freezing crystals.
"Trowa?"
The silence breaks around that one lovely siren voice.
Trowa hesitates, but he finally faces the voice bearer.
"Quatre…?"

**Christmas is here
Everywhere, oh
Christmas is here
If you care, oh

If there is love in your heart and your mind
You will feel like Christmas all the time**

There are no words.
Only the feeling of embrace. It's the only sign Quatre
needs to understand Trowa.
He couldn't resist the awakening tears. It's been so long…
Quatre pulls back to softly kiss the frozen tears.
Trowa only refresh new ones, "I'm so sorry, Quatre.
How can you ever forgive-"
"Shhh," Quatre silences him, "You came back…that's all the matters now."
The reply Quatre gets is a kiss.
The snow falls a curtain over these two lovers in a final ending…

**I feel you Christmas
I know I've found you
You never fade away
The joy of Christmas
Stays here inside us
Fills each and every heart with love

Where are you Christmas
Fills your heart with love**

~~*end*~~
Have a Merry Christmas everyone! ^_^