WHIPLASH

Disclaimer: Is my name JJ abrams? checks NO! therefore I don't own any of this, unfortunately.

A/N: Hey guys! I started writing this a long long long long time ago (the day season 2 finished to be exact) but I've never finished it. So I'm posting it up here which should hopefully motivate me to finish it. It's set straight after the season two finale, and um.... It was the second alias fic I ever wrote so play nice. Oh and I'd never written POV style before, so sorry if it screws up a little!

STORY STARTS HERE

Syd's POV
"Syd? Syd, you OK?" Vaughn asked softly as I sat there trying to grip the situation and process the truckload of information I'd just been told. Two years, I'd been missing two years? Two years of my life had just disappeared and I had no idea how. There were so many things running through my head, but (in true Syd style) there was one thing that I just couldn't let go. "How long have you been married?" I demanded.
Vaughn looked down, "It....it was so hard for me to let go of you, the hardest decision I'd ever made...."
"Bullshit!" I said under my breath. "Don't sugar coat it, I'm not a five year old, just answer the damn question!" I hated the way he looked at me with those gorgeous green eyes of his. He knew I wouldn't be able to be annoyed at him if he looked at me that way. No, I wasn't gonna let him win this time, so I looked away. "HOW LONG?"
"3 months," Vaughn said softly.
I felt tears come to my eyes but I quickly wiped them away before I thought he saw them.
"Syd," he began. Damn! He'd seen the tears. "I loved you so much...." He continued.
"Obviously not enough," I said bitterly.
"No, don't say that. You know I loved you."
"You wanna know the sad thing? Yeah, you LOVED me, But I still LOVE you. Present tense Vaughn. Now get out!" I said standing up. There was no way I could stand him being here with me, like this, for another minute.
"C'mon, let us talk for a bit. There must be so much going through your head."
"My head is none of your business. Now GET OUT!" I screamed, tears again filling my eyes. "just leave Vaughn, send someone else to get me. Looking at you makes me sick." ,Did I really just say that? Oh, how bitchy of me! Great, now he's upset, I can see the tears in his eyes. That's all I need. It should've been me who was angry, not him. He kissed me on the cheek and then left. I sat there for a moment, my hand on my cheek were he'd kissed me, my eyes closed. His touch always made me feel stronger and safer. But I couldn't have that anymore. I opened my eyes and let all my anger out. I picked up the closet objects and chucked them around the room. The drawer, candle stick, a vase.....anything that wasn't firmly bolted to the ground. But then, I broke down in tears. Vaughn was, no, had been, the only thing I could concentrate on, that'd keep me going in my incredibly hard life, and now that I had this to deal with, I didn't have him to help me. Just when I'd learnt to trust someone, I lost him. My guardian Angel was gone. Typical.... No one will ever let me have a chance at happiness.
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Weiss walked into the Safe house. "Sydney? Miss Bristow?" He yelled as he walked around. As he entered one room he saw Syd standing in the opposite doorway and a look of happiness instantly spread across his face. "Oh Sydney," He said as he walked up and through his arms around her to give her a big bear hug, "You ok?"
Syd nodded as she came out of the hug. "My mind's not really making much sense right now. But please tell me you haven't got some big shocking news too."
"nope, just same old me. But I brought you something....actually Vaughn sent it."
"I don't want it," Syd said stubbornly.
"Trust me Syd, it'll cheer you up."
"No, I don't want anything to do with Vaughn, or his presents."
"SYD! Please believe me I'd never make you do it if I didn't think it'd help....A LOT."
"Fine," she said feeling defeated. Weiss nodded to a security guy who walked out to get 'the present'. The door opened again a few minutes later and Syd's face lit up, just like it had when Vaughn had first come in, before she discovered his secret. There was only one other person in the world who made Syd feel happy and Safe. Those were two things she really needed right now.
Syd sat there staring, thinking about what she needed, what she really wanted. She wanted to talk, to find out what had really happened. "Weiss, could you excuse us for a moment please? Thanks." Weiss nodded and left the room. Now Syd was able to speak freely, because for the first time that night, she felt truly safe. There were no longer two people who could help her and make her feel safe, cos Vaughn was out of the picture. In front of her stood someone she thought she'd never see again and they were the only one who she could depend on.

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So......what do you think? Should I continue???? Please review RIGHT NOW cos if u don't review, I wont post more. REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW.....please? flutters eyelashes