Hey Hachi do you remember what you said to me the other day? I think your right. But I don't think I should let happiness take over. Not yet atleast.
I missed him, more than anyone knew-more than Nobou,Shin,Hachi or Yasu- knew atleast. Though I would never tell them that; that I missed him as musc as I do. I could have gone with him, but I didn't because of my stupid pride, because I didn't want to just the normal rockstars girlfriend. I wanted to make a living of my own, and be a vocalist in my own band. I was at one time; with Ren, Nobou, and Yasu we were all happy, and famous in our town; at the time. Then Ren got the offer of a lifetime to be lead guitarist for Trapnest. It was a offer he wouldn't pass, but he had to go to Toyko, and he wanted me to go with him. My pride, and dream got in the way of my happiness, and so I descided against going with him. I was proud of my descision until rescent, when I moved to Toyko, and started sharing a flat with Hachi (Nana). When we first started living together she bought a Trapnest CD, seeing Ren on the cover made me feel like my heart was bleeding, also that night when she whent out with her boyfriend, she left her bedroom door open with her Cd laying on the floor. I took one look at the cover, and began to cry.
Hachi said something one time that made me regret every thing she said "Don't let your pride get in the way of your happiness".
She was so right, yet I couldn't let Ren ruin the chances I had. No not my chances but the entire bands chances. I wanted to be with him again but the Black Stones were going to surpass Trapnest first. So Ren be ready, because the Black Stones are back, and coming harder and better than before.
Hey Hachi tell me if I'm doing the right thing?