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She has the kind of smile that says "You don't know me, and you never will."
- Third Hokage
I didn't think I asked for much, and I always gave whenever I could. I was a modest girl doing for other before even thinking about myself. I just wanted my baby sister to live a relatively normal life…as normal as our kind could live at least.
But no, the world, universe whatever was persistent to give me nothing but shit.
My deadbeat father was murdered, my grandmother dead, and my flight risk mother undead. My love life nonexistent and my baby sister's life was constantly at risk of being ended because of her selfish ass friends.
I used to ask: Why me?
In the words of Damon Salvatore "Because people like you. You're quiet. You say "excuse me." You look like little birds help you get dressed in the morning."
And so; because I had the personality of Snow White in all except for my thoughts and was the powerhouse equivalent of Maleficent…I found myself, in this predicament.
The pain that once burned like fire had faded away to an icy numbness. Black filled the edges of my vision and the only thing I could hear was my own heartbeat. My breath came in ragged, shallow gasps. Seconds passed as I lay there, then, I heard voices.
"Carina! Oh god!" That was Matt.
"Stay with us…help is on the way please just be strong…" And that was Caroline.
People swarmed all over me, trying to help me, I realized and would have rolled my eyes if I could.
Now they wanted to help me, now they wanted to save me.
I could hear Damon, Stefan and Elena…well not Elena because if they hadn't figured it out or learned by now, the girl was completely useless.
If I could have, I would of laughed.
"Rinie you can't you can't leave me, I need you Rinie, need you so please…please don't leave me…I …I can't do this on my own…."
I would have cringed if I could, that was my dear beloved little sister Bonnie. She would be my only regret, I was leaving her behind alone to deal with those undead pieces of shit…
"I'll give her my blood." That was Damon. I frowned before I smirked as I heard Bonnie erupt on him and the others too like a beautiful volcano.
"How dare you even suggest- I'll kill you!"
"But Bonnie-" Ugh that Gilbert trash opened his mouth…
"You touch her…and I swear you will burst into flames. This is not just anyone…this is my sister, this is Rinie! She would never want that…ever…" Bonnie raged and I wish I could open my eyes to see it.
"We could save her life if we turn her now, isn't that all that matters? So she won't be a witch but she'll be alive." Stefan.
I heard pain filled sounds come from the male vampires, Bonnie must have used magic.
"Bonnie! Bonnie stop you'll make their heads explode!" Elena's fear filled voice screamed.
Ha, that's my girl! Give'em hell.
Because Damon was a fool for even offering such a thing especially to a witch and Stefan being even a bigger fool for agreeing.
A witch that was turned into a vampire especially by force, nine times out of ten usually was even worse than humans turned vampire because of the loss of our magic, our magic is so deeply ingrained into every fiber of our being that if stripped from us…well we literally can not cope or function like 'normal' vampires, we became the worst of the worst, we became what even rippahs were afraid of…prime example Kol Mikaelson. Besides surely, they could tell that it was far too late for me to be saved, yet they were like children, naive to the darkness of the real world.
The despair and suffering of the world that took everyone I loved away from me. I would be joining them soon though Emily, My Grams, Dad.
I would be able to leave all the pain and betrayal my quote un quote friends gave me behind.
I closed my eyes, I could die happily now I did my job, I saved their precious Elena and her precious Salvatore's, saved them from the big bad hybrid hunters the original vampire and themselves, I was a good big sister, I looked after Bonnie like she was my own daughter taught her everything I knew and now I could only hope my death would stripe her of the rose tinted glasses the Gilbert's and Salvatore's had seemingly superglued to her face…my work here was done damnit I wanted to be done, I wanted an eternal vacation. I earned it.
My fragile, human heart beat one last time and I smiled…I could now rest and join my ancestors on the other side…finally ever lasting peace….
Or so I thought.
Instead of going to the other side like I had excepted, I merely floated in place.
Yes, floated twisting and turning yet never moving. If you're wondering why, well join the club because so am I.
This I found incredibly dull, I was surrounded by nothing, seeing nothing, hearing nothing, doing nothing…for I don't even know how long. It could have been seconds, or it could have been years, hell I could have been here for an eternity even.
Honestly…it was enough to draw even the strongest of minds to madness…and I wondered if this is what the Mikaelson siblings felt when they were daggered or even Silas when great great great…(well you get it) Qetsiyah served his sorry ass eternal sleep for being a fuck boy.
Then, finally…finally there was something. It was a strange feeling I can assure you, but if I could describe it I would compare it to how I image a butterfly being caught in a net or even a fisherman capturing large amounts of fish.
I was being pulled into a direction and somewhere along the way there was a plunge.
I felt like…like I was suddenly anchored. It was such a welcomed sensation to be anchored to something so warm, soft, and squishy.
It was such a comforting feeling compared to the feeling of nothingness that I had suffered for however long that my mind didn't bother register anything else like the fact that I wasn't the only one sharing this lovely warm and squishy place.
Tiredness seemed to swell within me and I found myself with the fleeting thoughts of when was the last time I slept?
I was tired so tired that as I dozed off I questioned if I would even wake back up but that was ludicrous right…I mean I was already dead…
I dozed and dozed and dozed some more…I had become a real life sleeping beauty though, I knew my prince would never come.
Time truly blurred…that or it just didn't exist…lest not to me…not anymore.
All too suddenly something changed and woke me up and I really wish it hadn't. I was being pushed and shoved all around me, in all directions. Let me tell you something….it hurt like a bitch…so I fought like one.
Unfortunately fighting back didn't help me, it seemed to only make the compressions worse, but I was stubborn, and I didn't stop.
The pressure continued building and then then it stopped, and I had freedom…but the freedom wasn't any better.
The squeezing pain was nothing…nothing compared to the biting cold that met me. If there was one thing I hated it was the cold.
I was blind, hearing impaired, was suffering from paralysis, was fucking cold and if that wasn't enough I felt a sharp pain to my lower region. Someone had the audacity to strike me.
I was so enraged, I screamed.
Somewhere in the background I could hear babies crying and wished they would just shut the hell up because lord knew I really didn't like those snot nosed brats.
I didn't take in consideration that I was also screaming…nor the fact that I was one of those snot nosed brats crying.
My first Naruto fanfic and its a crossover lol. This is a concept that has been burning my mind ever since I was hit with Naruto x VD fever,when I couldn't find anything with Bonnie as the leading lady or really much of any VD/ Naruto I decided to make this.
EDITED:08.26.18
