And this is mine i assure you...i do not own sailor moon or it's characters in any way...though i really wish i could at least own my own account . i really dislike the people who hacked my email...oh well at least i have this up and i think personally it is a lot better then it used to be. 19 year old me would have rocked the written world of 16 year old me! anyway i hope you enjoy.

Michiru let out a small sighed. It was almost midnight and still no call from Haruka. As if it wasn't bad enough that they didn't get to see each other, Haruka's little escapades were killing her. She was always going out causing trouble yet always having a good time. It worried Michiru. As long as Haruka wasn't by her side she could never get over the fact they didn't have much time left. They would eventually have to go their separate ways, right? No matter what though Michiru promised she would wait for Haruka.

Though, it was nights like this she felt like crying. Haruka was always so reckless so lively so fun. Sure she was hard headed and stubborn but for some odd reason everyone loved her. It perplexed Michiru to the point where she would get headaches thinking about it.

Of course Michiru was not that much different. Of course she was hard headed and bitchy as Haruka could be but only could Haruka bring out the mean Michiru. To most people Michiru was studious smart and likable as a person. She was quiet and always working hard. Haruka on the other hand never really cared she was sporty and she was plenty street smart but not all school smart. She skipped classes and barely ever did homework.

Yet Michiru was so attracted to her. She yearned for her touch for those lips and for those bittersweet words Haruka would say when no one was around to hear them. She longed for Haruka to say I love you back. Just To hear it, would mean the world to her. Just to be with Haruka she would give anything. But knowing Haruka, she was out drinking with Seiya and some other friends.

She hated Haruka's friends. Not for any particular reason other than the fact they never went away. They had had so much more time with Ruka then her. She hated that they gave the two absolutely no space. She felt a sick churn in the pit of her stomach. Here comes the guilt. She was sick of feeling jealous of her girlfriend but at the same time she couldn't help it.

Haruka was always out doing something then when she came back she'd call Michiru and spare no details. Michiru wasn't always jealous mind you just incredibly hurt that Haruka could go out and have so much fun without her and not even really give her a thought. The blonde lived life without regrets and with total disregard of those around her. It was a perfect way to live…

Haruka looked out over the water. Michiru would probably be worrying herself sick right about now. She was probably thinking Haruka was out doing something she wasn't supposed to. Which is exactly what Haruka was doing but nothing bad could come of it this time unlike previous occurrences that involved the police or a high speed chase ending in disaster. She didn't get Michiru always worrying about her. Well she did but, all the same she wasn't THAT dangerous. She was just having fun and enjoyed a good time. Michiru was so much fun to be with but when it came to Haruka having a good time without her she turned… strange.

She would always get jealous and sad. Then Haruka would have to do some major damage control and let Michiru know that she still loved her and wanted to be with her and that she was safe. She supposed it was from Michiru having such a strict family the aqua haired girl was hardly let out of the house and when she was it was usually for extracurricular purposes only.

Seiya called out to her "Hey Harukaaaaa! Over here bitch! We got some coronas…hahaha" the boy held up the American beverage and waved it 'round like an idiot.

Haruka smiled to herself Seiya could really out gay himself sometimes. She quickly turned her mind from Michiru to just having fun. If she thought about the aqua haired woman anymore she would go mad. The thought of the sad tone she'd have when Haruka called made her heart drop. That sad voice haunted her. She shook her head in another attempt to wipe the sweeter half of her from her mind. It was hard though…and it didn't make it any easier that it was drizzling. Or that they were near the ocean. Two of Michiru's favorites things.

"You okay Haruka?" Mako-chan said giving her a skeptical look.

"Fuck yea I'm okay. Now let's drink these bitches up and have ourselves a good time!" Makoto laughed "Now there's the Haruka we know and love" she said as she handed her a beer.

Haruka continued to laugh as she started to drink the beer. The sad ghostly Michiru voice started to fade as the buzz of the alcohol took her brain to a calmer place.

"Remember Haruka don't have too much fun without me…you know how jealous I get." she could hear Michiru's giggle echo through her head. She shook her head. She thought she had escaped the voice of her conscience and reason! Yes, it was decided, she had to do it, she had to get drunk and get the girl out of her mind. She couldn't stop thinking about her. The girl was infectious and she really made Haruka feel strange. She took a huge swig of the beer and felt the alcohols effect take more control. She didn't get drunk off of beer unless she had as many as 5 or 6 but it felt good to loosen up a little bit. To shake off all those things that had been said and done. To forget all your problems for a bit. Problem was she couldn't forget all of them.

Michiru laid down on her bed. She couldn't take it anymore she loved Haruka deeply with all of her heart. But the blonde took advantage of her kindness and love. They both knew the other couldn't stay mad at the other. But unlike Michiru Haruka used it to her advantage. She would deliberately see how far she could push Michiru to test her boundaries with the aqua haired girl. That blonde needed a good kick in the ass.

Maybe I shouldn't answer for her when she calls. Yea maybe that will teach her a lesson when it come to taking advantage of my kindness and love. Michiru suddenly jumped at the sound of her cell vibrating. c'mon Michiru don't pick up…the only thing waiting for you on the other line is nothing but heartache and guilt. zzzzzzzzzzzz the phone kept going. Michiru clenched her eyes shut. stupid voicemail pick up already.

She gave in.

"moshi-mo"

hello Michiru-san? came the undeniable voice of Minako

"Hai it is me what's up mina-chan."

Nothing much I was just calling up to see how you are doing.

Michiru laughed. Why couldn't Haruka be this nice? Then again minato was not this nice either.. "How thoughtful of you mina."

"Oh well you know me always thinking about other people, doing whatever I can to better the world being as pure of heart as can be." there was a hint of sarcasm in the sweet honey tone

Michiru let out a short laugh. "yes that's you alright"

Aw Michiru why do you have to be so mean to me…mina giggled

"hai mina-chan I am too mean to you aren't I? I guess you do deserve a little credit I mean after all you did do a great job on the decorations for the dance"

"Ha and just cause I'm in a good mood double HA you really think I did all that. You cwazy Michiru-chan. That was all done by Ami-chan, Haruto and Rei-chan"

"but what about everyone else?"

"Well lets see everyone else consists of you, Haruka, Usagi Mamoru, Seiya, Makoto, and Yaten and Taiki. Now lets see…we all know Usagi took Mamoru somewhere over the rainbow, the three brothers of trouble were out causing problems knowing Makoto she was probably with them causing problems because she's stupid like that and don't get me started on Haruka! oh that reminds, i was hoping that this weekend you could…"

BEEP! The phone beeped signaling someone on the other line. Michiru quickly went over knowing mina would continue going on and on now that the true nature of her phone call had been revealed.

"moshi mo"

"Hey Michiru it's me."

"Haruka?" Haruka could Michiru's soft voice on the other side. She layed down on her bed and sighed. The other girl sounded like she had been awake which while may seem good was very…bad. It meant she had been waiting up.

"hai Michiru. I just wanted to call you."

"Uhhh yea okay…i have mina on the other line let me tell her goodnight and get back to you. " the cool sound of Michiru's voice made haruka's heart drop. she was upset a click signaled she was gone and haruka feared she wasn't coming back but as said several moments later michiru reappeared back on the line with another click.

"hello?"

"Are you okay Michiru? Your voice sounds all tight…"

"I'm okay. do not don't worry about me just go on having fun with your friends don't let me bring you down at all…." haruka flinched at the venom in michiru's tone.

"aw don't be like that Michiru….you know I…care…about you."

"Hai know Haruka all too well. I guess its just tough not being able to be with you as much." the aqua haired girl's tone got softer.

"well nobody said it would be easy."

"I know but I miss you and not seeing you is the devil itself…I hate my parents for being so overprotective"

"heh don't we all? We all know you are the light of the party." Haruka smirked, that would definitely melt away any ice left.

"yes we do, and nice try but no Haruka your still in trouble …did you have fun tonight?"

"of course but I would have had more fun if you were there." If the first one didn't make her melt that would definitely do it…

"Did you drink?"

Haruka gulped. She hated lying to her lover but she couldn't let her get all uptight again. She would have to lie! Damn the alcohol not making her work right! If she had been sober she could have…totally defeated the point of the fun night she had just had. Still she wished she could have moved Michiru's mind to other things

"nah we couldn't get anything tonight. I swear the police are getting smarter. They bust the parties before we get there."

Maybe your just loosing your touch? Michiru giggled.

Haruka smiled. That laugh was the highlight of her day. Just hearing it made her happy. it was the sign of Michiru feeling more relaxed and at ease which is how Haruka liked her best.

"hai maybe we are." Haruka laughed

"Ah well as long as I know that you are alright…"

"ah I am michiru don't you worry. I wanted to call you just so you knew I was. Though, you sound tired…would you rather talk tomorrow?"

"Yes gomen Haruka i am really tired it's been a long day and now your calling at almost 2 am…"

"yea sorry about that Michiru but you know…"

"Yes I know when you and the Kou's get together all hell breaks loose…" haruka smiled at the accusation.

"yes that's exactly it"

"well I guess I'll talk to you tomorrow ruka-chan"

Yes tomorrow

I love you Haruka

"me too…Michiru"

Night

"night"

She heard a click that signaled Michiru was off the line. Quickly she got up off her bed and ran quietly to the kitchen now if she could only find some Alka-Seltzer or something for the future hangover of tomorrow.