It's been almost two whole entire years since I first placed a frantic kiss on those luscious lips. If I close my eyes and lick my lips, it's almost as though I can still taste the faint trace of liquorice and cappuccino, I can still feel the heat and tingles that shoots through my body every time I come in contact with his smooth skin. If I just for two seconds close my eyes to find some peace in my hectic life, my mind is overwhelmed with images of him. I haven't gotten to taste the deliciousness of liquorice and cappuccino, or feel the tingles spread through my body in what seems like forever. Why? You may ask, well its gonna take me a while to explain… Yeah, I'm pretty much doomed.
SO where to start?
My name is Jude Harrison. I'm the first ever instant star, and I think I'm in love with my producer. Well ex-producer…or well I don't know what he is anymore for the moment. When I was fifteen,, Waaaayyy back then, at my first performance at the Vinyl Palace, I may have had a small crush on my hot producer- Lil Tommy Q from Boyz Attack. Yes, Boyz Attack. Just before I had to go on, I kissed him. Impulsive, but the best thing I have ever done; romantically anyways. And then a month later, my 16th birthday finally arrived.
I thought I was over this small crush on Tom. I was happy- until my ex-asshole –of a boyfriend Shay ( yes S to the H to the A to the Y , Shay …) ended up cheating on me with the runner up to I.S. EDEN . Tommy was there to, how should I put it : comfort me. Hell, I'll be honest with you, it was the most electrifying comfort any person had ever given me. I could stay in Tommy'sarms forever. He grabbed me by the waist and just kissed me. Kissed me like he needed me.
Boy was I wrong.
That same night he told me that " It didn't happen"
That same night, he single handily managed to take away any support I had for the Shay situation.
That same night, he managed to break my heart- for the first time anyways.
That same night he made me feel the worst feeling in the world; not wanted.