Fearless- Chapter One- Angelus of Fatum

By- RavenHeart101

Summery- "I saw everything. Everything that's about to happen, everything that shouldn't happen. You tell me anything can happen, that everything happens for a reason. So maybe- maybe me seeing- living- that stuff happened for a reason. Maybe I'm supposed to change all of that. And if I can't I can at least go down trying."

Warnings- Slash- SBRL- swearing- and some more stuff.

I remember when I first saw him again. My God… Remus… that is all that would- could- flash through my mind. And when Dumbledore told me that I was to stay at his house for the rest of my life, I thought I would die. He tried to salvage what was left of me, I tried to help… but there was nothing there… just emptiness. I just wanted to die. Than I got this miraculous chance… one night, they came to me in a dream. Angelus of Fatum (1) was their name. That is where it all began…

"Sirius!" Harry yelled and I turned my head around to look at my godson. He had tears falling out of the corners of his green eyes. Of course, I was confused… I mean what would you think?

"Harry?" I asked back and soon felt a darkness over whelm me.

I looked around blankly… what in the world?

"Ahh- Sirius." My head whipped around to face the uninvited voice.

A shadow approached me holding their arms wide open in a welcoming gesture. Light over took the place full of shadows. I had to block my eyes to stop myself from being temporarily blinded. A woman with flowing blonde hair and bright blue eyes stood in front of me. Her eyes reminded me so much of how Remus' used to look like in first year.

"Who- who are you?" I asked my voice quivering slightly.

The woman smiled, chuckling softly. "Me? I'm Angelus of Fatum."

"Angel of what?"

"Destiny darling, Angel of Destiny."

"Oh… alright than. What are you doing here… in my dream I mean?"

"Saving you from my sister Eventus (2)." She scowled as she said the word.

"Eventus?" I questioned backing up a little farther into the endless whiteness.

"Fate."

"Ok… but why do you have to save me from her?"

"She's going to have you die. I do not believe you deserve that. Eventus has made your life horrible since you've been a child."

"Why would you want to help me though?"

"Because, you've been through enough… at least I believe you have." She smiled calmly at me.

"How are you going to help me Destiny?"

"Fatum, please-"

"Sorry." I cut in, not really sorry.

"I'm going to give you a second chance." Now I actually started listening.

"Second chance?"

"Yes." She smiled gently at me. "However, I will only do so on one condition."

"The unforeseeable catch." She chuckled.

"You live your life to the fullest, and take nothing for granted. For both you and your future's sake."

"And if I don't take the offer?"

"What do you have to lose? You've already lost everything that meant anything to you. Other than Harry that is. As long as you don't meddle in Lily and James' business, you will still have your Godson."

"Will I remember anything?"

She nodded, "Yes. I am sorry to say, you will remember everything."

"No turning back?"

"None. Once I say the spell I'm done."

I nodded. "Okay than." She smiled once more.

"Averto vices (3). Merge in unus (4)." She waved her hands and gestured to me. My eyes widened to the size of saucepans.

"Wait- I never-"

"Goodbye Sirius Black. Don't disappoint me."

"Fatum please-"

"Goodnight and good luck."

Oh no…

Oh God no…

Why, why, why did I have to say okay?

I am such an idiot!

Why did I do that!

… Wait… did it really work?

It could all have just been a dream…

Yep, that's what it was… just a dream.

Dumb, dumb Sirius.

Sirius…

Padfoot?

Sirius…

"SIRIUS!" I snapped out of the whiteness.

"Remus?" I cocked my head to the side.

"Yes, you idiot! Now if you don't mind, you might want to wake up. Before we're late to breakfast." The responding voice answered. I had yet to open my eyes. Remus sounded different… younger.

"Why will we upset Molly?" I asked, rolling over onto my side.

"No, but you will upset Peter and James. I'm rather hungry myself thank you very much. And I'm not waiting for you any longer." I heard footsteps make their way over to me. Soft lips pressed against my cheek, and his breath moved next to my ear. "L'âne paresseux fichu (5)." My eyes snapped open in surprise… he hadn't called me that since- since- oh lord no…

A: N- Okay so I know that was short, but I couldn't figure out anything else to put in. Maybe I'll post another chapter soon. I promise all the others will be longer. Just tell me what you thought of it. I put up a trailer for this story on YouTube. I'll put the link on my page.

Translations (Latin):

Angelus of Fatum- Angel of Destiny

Eventus- Fate

Averto vices- Turn back time

Merge in unus- Merge into one

Translations (French):

L'âne paresseux fichu- Damn lazy ass.