This is my first fan fiction, so please go easy on me.

Plus, I'm NOT an English native speaker, so if there are any grammar mistakes, please bring it to my attention so I can improve my English writing skills. I really want to get better in this so please tell me your honest opinion.

Lost in the woods

Point of view: James

"Okay, guys! Your last concert for this tour was successfully over! I'm very proud of you, boys!" Kelly said to us while Logan, Carlos, Kendall and I lay down exhausted on the bench of the personal train cabin that Gustavo hired specially for Big Time Rush's concerts tour in Russia.

"I still can't understand why Griffin suddenly decided to send you for a tour all around Russia!

You useless dogs had to work on your new single nowadays, but NOOOOOOO Mr. Griffin wants big Time Rush to perform in Russia! What a wonderful marketing strategy!" Yelled Gustavo angrily all of sudden, questioning his boss's way of thinking.

"Will you please lower the volume? I just preformed in 6 different places in Russia for today and my brain hurts…" complained Logan.

"Come on, guys! We did a great job today and we're finally heading home after a long week, we should be happy and not pity ourselves…" suggested Kendall.

"Yea! Let's cheer up..." I said, until Kendall interrupted me.

"Yes, thank you James… That was too sudden, don't you think? It would've been better if you only suggested that later… We're too tired now for your "cheering" right now."

"I was just trying to help…" I said weakly.

Kendall has been like that for a long time now. He always tries to insult me and make fun of me… It didn't bother me at the beginning, but it starts to cross the limit by now.

Russia is a huge country, and the only to get from the town we just preformed at to the airport was the train… It was a long ride. I think Carlos caught some sleep before the accident.

"Oh shoot! What was that?" Gustavo screamed when the lights turned down and the train came to a sudden stop.

"Seems like that they're having technical issues," said Kelly while walking into the boys cabin. "We need to come off and look for help."

"WHAT?"

"Come on! Can't they do something?"

"It's so dark outside!"

"Oh shut up! Stop complaining and come off to help us!" castigated at us Kelly.

"All right, dogs! Team A – Me & Kelly– are going south, Team B – Logan and Carlos – are going north and team C – Kendall & James – are going east! Go! Move it move it move it!"

Seems like Gustavo really wanted to gat out of here…

I can't believe Gustavo paired me with this jerk! First his insulting me and now he's doing nothing but complaining! He really annoys me.

"It's useless! There is like trees and tress in miles from here! We'll never find a human being in the next 200 kilometers…"

"So we'll just give up?"

"That's what I just said! Are you trying to tell me what I just said? That's stupid, man…"

See? A-N-N-O-Y-I-N-G-!

We started going back. We walked and walked but no sign from the train.

It's been something like an hour, only then we saw the railroad tracks.

With no train on them.

"I can't believe this…" Kendall said.

"I think we're lost!" I said while trying to catch a sign for train at the horizon.

"WOW, James! Your instincts are so sharp, that sometimes I wonder how I didn't get stabbed by them!" Kendall said sarcastically. Now I got to my limit.

"Why are you so mean to me?" I shouted at him while sitting on a block of wood.

"I'm not mean to you!" Kendall said right away and set next to me.

"Yes you are! You always try to find my weak point and press on it! I'm sick of it! Why are you doing this?"

"Because I like you" He said peacefully.

"W-what?" I was a little surprised by that.

"Yea, like when a boy likes a girl in the kindergarten, he pulls her ponytail to get her attention. Same thing" He said while looking at the stars. It was easy to see them because of the dark skies.

"B-but… I'm not a girl, right? So it must something else… right?" I said, shivering from the wind.

Kendall laughed.

"James, have you ever been in love?"

"I did date a couple of times, but I never actually fell for someone…" I answered honestly. I'm not sure why…

"Do you… Want to be in love?" He suddenly asked me.

"Let's just wait for a delegation to come and save us, OK? Stop asking silly questions…" I said, avoiding eye contact.

What's wrong with me?

"James, when you were in a date, did you date her because you loved her?"

"I told you already. No."

"Then why did you date her?"

"Because everyone thought she was pretty… I only date popular girls" I said proudly.

"But you never had any feeling for those girls?"

"Nope~"

What's the matter with him? This conversation makes me nervous for some reason.

"Hey, James… How do you feel about me?"

"What do you mean?"

"Look at me." He commanded. I thought I won't have any problem doing that, but for some reason I couldn't. He sight and started talking again.

"When you look at me, does it make you feel awkward?"

No comment.

"When you think about me, do you blush?"

I did blush at the moment.

"And when I do like this…-"

He bended over me, and embraced me with his long arms. His hug was so tight I could barley breath. Hey… stop… - I wanted to say, I really tried. But I couldn't.

I was too shocked to resist. My face became red and my body heat was too high to be normal. I was so stiff I couldn't move a muscle.

"Does it makes your heart beats like crazy?" he whispered into my ear gently, making his last knock out, leaving me paralyzed in his arms.

He pushed me gently on my back. I couldn't look in his eyes. I just lay there, letting him invade my body and soul. Letting him touch every part of me with his hands and tongue, making my heart beats like crazy. I couldn't stop him.

The delegation found us tomorrow morning. They said that the train was fixed and the airplane was already flying, so Gustavo hurried, leaving us behind.

The delegation took us in the helicopter back home. Kendall kept talking normally, while I kept my mouth shut.

None of us mentioned what happened that night at the woods, everything got back to normal.

Besides my feelings

I don't know what's going to happen from now on, I don't know what I want to be happening.

All I know is that… it's very likely that I fell in love.

Sort of lost its point because of the long exposition… ^^" I hoe it wasn't SO bad…

I left some place for your imagination to work on this; I didn't want it to be too pornographic XD

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