Helloooooo~ X3 been awhile since I've written…had a baaadd case of writers block and couldn't start again… for like a year DX.
Yeah…..urgh I can't stand the ending….. I could turn this into a chapter fic; tell me what you think… dem's p.o.v!
I was drowning; I was drowning in my love for you, in the bliss that came from your attention. I was drowning in my pain; I was drowning in your heat, in your lips. I felt shivers run down my spine as your hand brushed against it. Shivers of pleasure, shivers of pain, I couldn't tell anymore. Happiness and sadness melted together to create something bittersweet. I could only taste you; only hear your soft gasps of breath. I could only see your pale skin and fiery hair; and your eyes, your green, green eyes that had no love in them, only the sadness and pain of a lover who had lost. I closed mine, not wanting to see his betraying ones anymore, the eyes that thought only of Roxas when he was with me. I wanted to leave then, to get away from the thing that caused me so much pain, but I was stuck; the love I had been drowning in had turned to cement. My eyes were clenched and wanting and not wanting faded away as he spoke one word "Roxas." I found myself then and tore away, running through the castle half dressed and sobbing as I tried to get as far away from the cause of my pain, from my emotions, as I could. I ran until I couldn't run any more, until I was sitting in the garden that Marluxia had taken such perfect care of. I sat there and cried until the darkness faded away into the soft pink of morning. I had run out of tears long ago, but my body wouldn't stop trying to wash away the betrayal of that night from my eyes. I sat and stared at the sky, watching as it turned from pink to red to blue. I finally gained control of my emotions again and had stopped shaking. I pushed myself up and began the long trek back from the garden, and that was when I finally decided. I had to end this. I had to stop loving him.