*disclaimer- i dont own these characters, Joss Whedon, aka the most amazing man on earth, does*
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So it all started after we did the spell to get rid of her mom, we talked everyday after school and during school and there wasn't a second that I wasn't spending thinking about her. It drove me crazy to be forced to look at her and not be able to kiss her soft pink lips or to run my fingers through her smooth blonde hair. There was nothing more that I wanted then to kiss her, but I didn't know how to tell her, I had been straight all my life, I myself had just found out how much I liked a girl, I couldn't imagine being rejected, but yet, I decided to go for it.
It was a rainy day that I finally decided to tell her about my growing feelings for her, I had planned out what I would say, how I would say it, and when I would say it.
"Amy!" My blue leather boots squeaked as I ran down the hall after her, her head turning and lighting up as she saw me.
"Hey Buff! What's up?" She leaned against the old crappy lockers found in the hall of Sunnydale High School and smiled a smile that made me forget my whole speech.
"Um… Well there was something that I wanted to tell you… Um… Well…" I dug my toe into the linoleum floor and swallowed my fear, I'm the slayer! How could something like this scare me so much?! "Well, Amy, I think that lately I've ummm…. Developed strong feelings for you." I lifted my eyes from the floor and dared to look directly into hers. I couldn't read her, she looked sad, relieved maybe? I sucked my breath in waiting for an answer.
"… Buffy I, I don't know what to say, your one of my best friends! I've noticed how you look at me but… I didn't think that you liked me! I'm sorry Buffy, I like men. I like penis's and muscles! But I hope that we can still be friends?" She looked at me with a hopeful and calm smile.
I wiped away a tear that was starting to form in the corner of my eye and bowed my head in disappointment. Ouch. "It's ok… I- I should have known… I better leave…" I turned and started to sprint towards the door, tears spilling from my eyes, my cheeks red from embarrassment, when I was stopped by an arm around my waist.
"Buffy-" Amy twisted me around by the waist, one hand in the small of my back, the other on my face, which was only a couple of inches from her. "I'm just fucking with you!" She pulled me to her and we kissed a kiss of passion, the most amazing feeling I had ever felt in my life! It felt so, so right!
I smiled and pulled away to see her face but when I pulled away I didn't see her, see was gone! Everything was gone! I was surrounded by blackness and there was a ringing in my ears.
I shot up from bed and hit the alarm clock on my dresser. "Damn" Cradling my head in my hands, I thought about the dream I had just woken up from. It was odd, I have never thought of Amy or any girl like that before, but that felt so right, so real! Maybe its true though, dreams are supposed to come from your subconscious right? I went downstairs and poured myself a glass of orange juice as Mom stepped into the kitchen.
"Morning sweetheart!" She swept down and gave me a kiss on the cheek. "How are you feeling, you look pale?" She tried to hand me a plate with toast, but I stuck up my hand in rejection.
"I feel fine mom, I just have a um, test today that I'm worried about." I swallowed my orange juice and stepped out the door in flurry of nerves, should I tell her? Should I wait? I don't know. One thing I do know? I love Amy Madison.
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