He thought Josh was different.
He thought Josh wouldn't leave him....All alone....Like his father did....But he did.
He thought he could trust Josh....Josh was the only one he really trusted....Josh was his only true friend....Josh was always there.....Josh loved and accepted Drake no matter what...Josh changed him....Josh made him stop cutting.
Accept none of that was real...It was all just an illusion.
Nobody loves him...Not even his own dad....He drove his dad away...And now Josh.......It was all him.
He couldn't trust anyone....Not even himself.
After that incident in chemistry, after Drake changed into dry clothes, after Drake been laying there on the ping pong table, after all those days of being depressed about Josh being done with him.....He decided he was done too.
He was done with being depressed.
He was done with missing Josh.
He was done with wasting his time apologizing to Josh.
If Josh wanted to be done with him fine.
Sure he meant what he said.....He was a screw up.....But Josh has always known that, he had always said he loved him anyways.
That was a lie....Beause if Josh loved him he wouldn't of pushed Drake out of his life.....He doesn't love Drake.....He never did....It was all a lie.
So it was offical....Drake Parker was done with Josh Nichols.