A/N - Hola, I'm Amelie. But not really. Haha. This is my first fanfiction, and you'll be seeing more of these soon. Maybe some Glee stuff, too. =D Review if you like it, encouragement is always nice. This fanfic is disregarding the whole, "Sorry." "It's okay." ending.

Disclaimer - Go talk to Dan Schneider..

Sam blinked, looking down slightly. She wasn't ashamed she kissed the nub. But the way he was looking at her now - it was starting to get to her.

"What the hell, Sam..?" Freddie asked, his fingers tapping against his lips.

Freddie hadn't responded to the kiss, he simply stood there, eyes open wide in shock, for all of the damn 12 seconds. Sam was starting to feel uncomfortable.

"Freddie, it..it's you. I love you, not Brad."

Freddie swallowed visibly.

"I.. I love Carly, Sam. I can't..I can't do this to her.."

"To her, Freddie? I'm the girl who never catches a break, I'm the girl who no one loves, I'm the girl who boys push past to look at Carly, I'm the girl who's freaking loved you since we kissed!"

"I-"

"No! Listen to me! Do you remember that day, Freddie? Do you? It was written all over my face, how much I love you."

"Sam, I love Carly!"

"You said that already," Sam said with a glare-the only thing keeping her from crying.

"What else am I supposed to say?"

"You never liked me, did you? Not even as a friend?"

"Sam, that's not true-"

"You never did."

Sam stood there, daring him to respond.

Freddie seemed like he was going to cry. Sam didn't care.

Sam looked behind Freddie briefly to see Carly outside, watching them. She pushed Freddie, aiming to get him hurt. She wanted him to hurt as much as she did.

"There!" Sam nearly screamed at him. "There's your fucking dream girl, Benson. Go make out with her or whatever the hell you want from her-I hope you're very happy together."

Sam pushed Freddie once more, for good measure, then stormed back inside the school and ignored Carly's cries of, 'Sam! Sam wait!'

When Sam sent a withering glare in Carly's direction, she shut up and ran to meet Freddie.

"What happened?" Carly asked, staring at Freddie's back.

Freddie refused to turn around. "She loves me."

"Why did you start yelling at her?" Carly asked. "I couldn't hear anything through the glass, but Sam looked kind of mad," she continued, sugarcoating the fact that Sam was very much pissed off.

Freddie shrugged, finally turning around to face Carly.

"She loves me. I just lost her."

Carly saw the redness of his eyes.

"She was my best friend, and I ruined everything."