Here we are again another Saturday night, another club, another fight. It seems that this has become a routine for us. Every Saturday we go out with all of our friends and if one guy even looks at me, he explodes. Right now, Matt is once again trying to be my knight in shining amour saving me from all the evils of the world which tonight happened to be a hot blonde with spiky hair and dazzling deep green eyes offering to buy me a drink. I am really starting to get sick of this. It never used to be this was. Everyday I wonder where the sweet romantic Matt Hardy I met a year ago is. Obviously he isn't here. Why do I even bother staying around? I guess I am just like those girls I hated in high school…Maybe I can change him. But after six months I am starting to doubt my ability to finish my mission in saving Matt from himself.
"Matt, stop! Let go of him" I said moving pasting Jeff and Shannon who where helping me trying to peel Matt off the man call Shawn, who was bleeding profusely on the club floor.
"Leave me alone" Matt said taking his eyes off Shawn and turning is aggravated gaze towards me. "Stay out of this" He spat pushing me backwards, hurling me onto the floor where my head connected with the cherry wooden bar. Instantly Beth, Michelle and Lisa were surrounding me.
"Belle, are you ok" Michelle asked taking the strands of black hair out my face.
"Annabelle, can you hear me?" Beth asked worried. "Jeff, do something!" She yelled at her boyfriend while helping me to my feet.
"Damn it Matt!" Lisa yelled.
It wasn't before long that the floor converted itself into Smack down superstars vs. Matt Hardy vs. some of Shawn's friends. I looked at Matt who showed no signs of letting up but what did I except he was drunk. I shot daggers at him hoping that he might realize what he was doing but nothing he just went for another punch. He was to busy fighting off Jeff, Shane, and Shannon to give a damn about me. What a shocker!
"Im done with this" I said getting up, grabbing my leather jacket and making a beeline towards the door.
The Next Day
I am sitting here outside of Matt's house debating if I should go in or not. Played with my car keys for awhile before mustering up the courage to shut for the engine and go confront him. I got out of the car and walked up to the brick house I knew so well and took a deep breath before knocking slowly and softly on the door hoping that he wouldn't hear me.
"Annabelle, im so sorry. Are you ok?" Matt said giving me a hug and repeating the events that have been happening every Sunday afternoon since the incident.
"Yea, im fine…Matt we need to talk about Saturday." I said walking past him and into the house. The second I stepped in the memories hit me like a ton of brick and now I was unsure of what I was going to do. I walked over to the couch and took a seat and waited for Matt to do the same. Instead he sat in front of me and held my hands.
"Yea, Belle im so sorry. You know that I love you right?"
"I love you too but have to stop acting this way."
"I was just trying to protect you"
"Matt if you haven't noticed I can protect myself"
"Well your not doing a good job" He mumbled
"Excuse me?" I said hearing perfectly his mumbling.
"Look at how your dressed. Guys are basically eating you with their 24/7. I am just doing the best-"I looked down at my black halter paint splashed halter top and blue jeans trying to find his point.
"Excuse me? You're ruining our relationship over looks. Honey we would have been over a long time ago if it was because of that. We're WWE superstars of course people are look. You don't see me going crazy over every girl holding I love Matt or Matt Hardy marry me sign because I don't wanna wipe out half the female population!!" I said getting up.
"Well I can't help it if you don't love me as much as I love you"
"YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!! For six months I have put up with your crap. I understand that you upset over your father's death but you have to let it go. You can't let the past get in the way of the future Matt. He would have wanted you to go on with you life."
"What do you know? You don't know what im going through. You can never know" I knew one day he was going to bring that up it was just a matter of time. "Annabelle im sorry I didn't mean-" Matt said coming towards me
"You know you right. And you exactly why I can't feel that? For twenty eight years I have wished and pray and hoped that one day my parents might come back for me. I wake up every morning feeling completely alone. For twenty eights years MATT!! All your life you had your family and friends to help you through the hard spots. What about me? I never had that. My parents abandoned me at a fire station and that drove off not even think twice about it and until I got to the WWE I never even had friends!"
"Don't blame me for that. Me me me that's all I ever hear from your mouth"
"Do you know how fucking tired of this bullshit!?"
"Obviously not enough since you keep coming back" I looked at Matt and then shook my head. I just don't understand him one second he is the most loving person and then he is THIS! I don't know who this is but it isn't my boyfriend.
"Well that gonna stop." At my words I saw him take a deep breath and he ran his finger through his hair. I knew he was hurt but if I stop there I knew I would never go back. I have to finish this once and for all. "Everyday your becoming more and more out of control. Last night what was stopping you from beating me huh?" I said looking up at him.
"Belle I would never do that" He said taking my hand.
"Right now I don't know. You temper is out of control and when your drunk its worst. I have to lock myself in the room crying while you bang on the door threaten me."
"Anna I would never do anything that could hurt you"
"Matt" I said softly brushing the tear off his cheek. Oh this is a lot harder than I thought. I hope this is for the best. I know it for the best. "You already are and until you work out you…we can't work out. I'm so sorry. I love I really do but... I wish things could be different." I whispered before walking towards the door for the last time.
"Annabelle," I stopped "I'm sorry"
"I know" I said taking the last few step but before I got out the door, I felt me being spanned around.
"One more" He said closing the minimum space there was between us. I nodded as his lips came closer to mine.
"When you get better" I said before leaving.
(I had to do this it just struck me. This is going to be a short story like super short maybe one or two more chapters. I was looking at Jeff's big bro gets no love. So here we go. I also have a Randy Orton and Johnny Devine story and im also working on a Brian Kendrick story. So watch out for that- Love Genesis)