Take the sharp hit full force
Make it shatter you
Let it ignite something inside of you
Burn through your veins
Make your eyes betray you
Let it build until it crescendos up your body
Go weak in the knees, dig your nails into your palm
Hold it as long as you possibly can
Break your limits
Let it crash over your shoulders
Breathe, smile, giggle at his jokes
It floods your senses, overloads your mind
Then it slowly dissolves, bubbling away into the stiff air
Return to the misery, to the monotonous chaos
Hope that the pain will steal you away again..