Days On the Beach, a twilight fanfic

Disclaimer: Twilight, New Moon, and all of its characters belong to Stephenie Meyer. The ideas for this song came from plots created by Stephenie Meyer. Forming the words into verses and choruses belong to me. No copyright infringement is intended.

Author's Note: This song just came to me the one night as I was sitting on my computer. It started with the chorus and then it kind of branched out from there and became a whole song. I hope you enjoy! Please review. Thank you.

"Days on the Beach"

He said he loved me
I knew it was too good to be true
So that's why I wasn't surprised
When it all had to come to and end
I knew it wasn't fair
For someone as beautiful and perfect as he
To be stuck with someone as plain as me

So many months have past
The days went by so fast
His words haunt and repeat through my mind
I tried to block them out and oh I resisted
But I still end up hearing,
"It will be as if I'd never existed"
But then something happened
And the events brought me to you

Walking along the beach
I've never felt so free
Than when you are next to me
Our hands swinging with the breeze
Let's go sit down on our tree
Being just you and me
That's all we will ever need
When we're walking along the beach

The warmth of your smile
Spreads through me like fire
I've been ever so cold lately
But with you I am so warm
The tearing in my chest
Was almost too much to handle
And then you came along
And started stitching it up with a smile

You are like my own
My own personal sun
Lighting up my life
When things were too dark to see
Everything's still not perfect
But it's been getting a lot better
Better than in used to be
And it's all been thanks to you

I wish I could be for you
What you want for me to be
I can't feel it though I want to
Because he still lingers within me
Doing crazy things
I can't be the only one keeping promises
Hanging with your pack of friends
And eating muffins at Emily's

My past has come back to haunt me
In the meadow where he once sparkled
Soaring through the air; water so cold below
Rushing through those foreign streets
Anything to make the clock stop
He's alive but I know he won't stay
Going home, I'm sorry, I still love you
You really are so important to me

Beyond all doubt, he's here to stay
I wish there was something that I could say
I wish that you could only see
This is not the way it has to be
I really can have it both ways
No matter what, I will make you see
And I will always remember those days on the beach