I went and laid on my- our bed even though neither of us needed to sleep. I laid there, alone in the dark, just thinking about how I got here, why I was still living, why my parents are long gone, and why am I was left here to remain for eternity, doing Go knows what. So many questions, but who really knows the answer? I ask Edward these questions some times, and he says that time will tell, but im not that patient, what happens if I somehow die, and find out that the time I had didn't answer my questions, what if they never got answered? What if they did? I hate all these 'What ifs"…and gezz I think im getting a head ache, even though its impossible, I just need to take a break from my extreme thinking cause I wasn't getting anywhere with it. I rolled over on to my side and curled up into a ball, missing Edward. Emmett had dragged him off for some extreme men's-hunting trip. I think, personally, it was because Rose was ignoring him for some odd reason and Jasper was off with Alice in Paris shopping for the weekend, and Emmett was sick of Edward and I snuggling and being 'lovey-dovey' as he put it. I smiled and remembered my power, I could focus on anyone anywhere and watch them through my brain, like spying, but only better. I thought of Alice, and then I watched her dragging a horrified Jasper through a mall with about ten shopping bags, haha sucker I thought, next was Emmett cause I figured he would be entertaining. He was crouched down, stalking a bear and getting ready to pounce, I left him, feeling the venom back in my throat. Next was Edward. It was a bit blurry at first, but for some reason he was laying face down in our meadow back in Forks, with cuts a gashes all over him. I felt myself scream, and everything went black.
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