My 'Perfect' Life and Other Miserable Events

I never knew that life could be this confusing.

How can you love so many people, care about so many people without getting hurt? I don't want to get hurt and I'm scared that I will. Im scared that I'll do something wrong and stuff it all up like I normally do. That's the kind of person I am whenever something great happen, every time my life is actually starting to look up, I stuff it up and totally ruin it.

You think well you can't do that to often but I'll show you that I, Madison Keira, Can ruin everything good in my life.