Chuck's thoughts about Ned, and how she cannot be touched by him.
Disclaimer; I do not own...god it gets really boring writing disclaimers, but I spose its better than them sueing my ass !!!
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He brought me back from the dead, and gave me a second chance at life, but the price to pay for that second chance is I can never talk to my aunts again, or touch or be touched by my one true love, Ned.
I loved Ned, from when I was younger, he has always meant the world to me. The thing is, it is torture, I just want to touch him, I want him to touch me. To feel his lips on mine, his hand in mine, and him inside me. I want him, I need him, but if I touch him, Ill die, and this time, he won't be able to bring me back, Ill be gone for eternity and Ill never have the chance to show him, physically how I feel.
I want to feel him, but I can't. I wish there was a way that he could get rid of his gift, I know its somewhat selfish, because his power gives a voice to those who are unlawfully killed, and taken from this world, and into the next. I cant help it though. I want him.
I know that I love him more than anything in the world, and I dont want to be with anyone else, and I cdont want to live without him, but I also know that if we stay together, I will never be able to marry him, because I am registered as dead, and I will never be able to his children, for three reasons; the first being that he cannot make love to me, without killing me by his touch, the second being the fact that I am meant to be dead, meaning the child would not be able to registered, and lastly, I don't know whether I can bear children, after all I did come back from the dead!
But I know that I love him, and I dont want anyone else, I want him, So if I can't have anything else, I chose him, I love him so much !!!