Hello young one. Come on out, I can see you.
Hello, I am Ashfur.
Ah, so you must have heard of me? Yes, I was murdered. But not exactly.
What? You want to know about Squirrelflight and I? Alright then..
It all started when Brambleclaw- I mean Bramblestar got in a fight with Squirrelflight.
She was heart-broken. She came to me after that. And we became good friends.
I fell in love with her. I often dreamed of her comforting eyes and her soft fur.
I hoped we would be together and live happily after. But that wasn't the case.
Bramblestar decided to make up with Squirrelflight exactly when I was about to confess to her.
Squirrelflight tried to divide her time between us. But it didn't work out.
I know somewhere deep in her heart. She had feelings for me. As I did for her.
But she was determined to not let it show, that she ended up pleading her sister for an answer.
Squirrelflight told me Bramblestar and her were mean't to be. Blah blah blah.
I mean c'mon! Would Starclan really do that? Break another cat's heart?
We were mean't to be, Starclan!
She had kits. Even worse I had to mentor one of them.
Excuse me Firestar. Worst decision ever!
I plotted revenge on Squirrelflight.
I planned to kill her kits. As a sacrifice for the cruelty she caused me.
She didn't even apologize.
And she should win award for worst mother. Because not caring that your kits might just die right then is selfish.
Even if she was a foster mother.
Hm? You want to know my reaction to her adopting Leafpool's kits?
Outrageous! Her kits lived a lie. I lived a lie. I should have known. I would have had a chance to have Squirrelflight back.
Instead I decided to almost tell the clans about this.
Until I drowned that is.
-Sigh- I would give anything to have things be different.