AN: Just a one-shot because for some reason I feel like something went behind the scenes of these two. I feel like they either hooked up and caught feelings for one another or they actually ended up dating and it ending badly. That's the only thing I can think of. This has been running through my mind for some reason but anyways. Last thing I'm posting before next weekend. Please excuse the errors and typos and I hope you guys enjoy it. Thanks!

Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN PLL OR THE ACTORS.

Do you still love me?

Shay was sitting on the couch with her boyfriend watching Witches of East End. Ashley told her that Bianca was in it and she just had to start watching it. She missed seeing Bianca even if she was on TV and kissing someone other than her. She tried not to care or even look mad when seeing her lips on someone else. Even if it was just acting, her chest still tightened seeing it. Shay narrows her eyes at the screen where it shows Bianca straddling Kellian with a smile. Lucky ass.

"Hey babe" Shay refrained herself from rolling her eyes by turning her head towards him and giving him a smile,

"What's up" He smiled at her,

"I'm going to take a shower. Care to join me?" He asked while trying to give her a seductive look. You have got to be kidding me? She tilted her head and took a breath before leaning in and giving him a look that made his mouth drop and his attention to her lips. She smirked,

"I would love to" Giving him a kiss on the corner of her mouth softly, "But I already took one" He was about to say something but she cut him off, "and it's that time of the month" She pulled back giving him an apologetic smile. He immediately pouted,

"Ughhh. Alright. Well, finish watching this while I jump in the shower" He gave her a kiss on her lips and then stood up,

"Ok. I'll be in bed after this episode is over" He nodded and then walked into her bedroom. About a couple of minutes later she heard her shower going. She sighed, this is not how she thought things would turn out for her as she turned back to the TV.

Flashback

Shay couldn't believe that Bianca was going to be at the same concert as her. She just stumbled across her twitter and noticed it, well not exactly stumbled but more like checked it repeatedly. Her heart sped up in excitement as she thought of just laying eyes on Bianca again. She knows she shouldn't though but she couldn't help herself. It has been months since they last saw each other.

Shay knew she was on the floor with Richard Lawson and Tina Knowles but she still looked for her anyways but couldn't get sight of her. After the concert, her and her friends decided to go clubbing and that was when she spotted Bianca in the VIP lounge with a playful smile on her face as she was talking to one of her friends. Shay wanted to go over there and say hi to her but the last time they spoke it was definitely not on good terms. So, she kept her distance but made sure she was able to keep her in her line of sight. A couple of times, she could've sworn that Bianca saw her since she felt her warm gaze on her but when she looked up, Bianca was in conversations with her friends.

A couple of hours later, she made it to her hotel room and was getting ready for bed. She laid in bed just staring at the ceiling before deciding to do something that she knew she shouldn't be doing. She picked up her phone and dialed that all too familiar number that she couldn't forget no matter how hard she tried. "Hello" Shay closed her eyes hearing that sultry voice come through the phone.

"Hey B" She said softly, hearing a sigh through the phone.

"Shay" Shay closed her eyes while laying back on the bed.

"I know. I just had to hear your voice." She turned on her side, "I miss you" Silence came through the phone and Shay had to pull it away to make sure that Bianca hadn't hung up on her. "B"

"I can't do this with you, Shay. You chose this"

"I didn't, B. I said I needed time. Baby I-" Bianca cut her off,

"Don't you have a baby?" She paused, letting Shay know that she wanted an answer but Shay didn't want to give it to her, "Yea. What's HIS name?" Another pause but Shay didn't answer again. Bianca huffed, "Maybe you should call him and tell you miss him" Shay took a deep breath,

"He's not the one I want though. I want you Bianca. I love you. Not him. I miss you and not him" Bianca became silent again trying to stay strong but it wasn't working, "You're the love of my life"

"Your lying Shay" Bianca said softly.

"I'm not. Honestly. Can't we just try us again?" For awhile, Bianca didn't say anything. Trying to figure out what to say and how to say it. She wanted it to work out but it would be the same as it was last time. The sneaking around, the quiet getaways, and although she loved her privacy, she hated how Shay would act in public and flirt with everyone.

"I can't. We already tried this before babygirl." Shay bit her lip. She loved it when Bianca called her that, it did something to her that couldn't be caused by anyone.

"B" Shay's voice lowered and Bianca knew she messed up.

"Go to bed, Shay" Bianca asked trying to change the subject but knew it was too late.

"I want you" She moaned, and a shiver went down Bianca's spine as the tension in the room changed. Shay was already seeing images of the two of them in bed again and couldn't help but get wet by it.

"Shay I go-" she tried one last time but it was a fail.

"Fuck, I need you, B" Bianca's breathing slowed down trying to control herself as her hand clenched into a fist. Shay was squeezing her thighs tight trying to release the ache, "please baby" Yep, she was done.

"I'm still in Houston" Shay's eyes opened as she sat up,

"Where?" Bianca chuckled causing Shay bit her lip,

"You gonna come, just for me" Hell yes! Shay nodded,

"Yes, B. You know I will" Bianca chuckled again, "Don't tease me" She whined,

"You love it when I tease you." I do. Bianca got of the bed and started getting a bag together. She shook her head at herself before saying, "I'll meet you at Sorella City Centre?" Shay gasps quickly before going to get out of bed but finds her self tripping on the sheets and falling to the ground.

"Fuck" She said before catching herself from falling. Bianca laughed making Shay blush. "I'll be there"

"And babygirl" Shay closed her eyes as her breathing increased,

"Yes" Bianca started walking out of her dad's condo and getting into her rental.

"I want you there in 10" Oh God. Shay nodded getting up and getting her bag together, "If you're late by a second. I'm gone. So, your ass better be on time. Emily" Bianca hung up while driving to the hotel, making Shay quickly throw things in her bag and then run out of her room. She sprints down the stairs and to her rental before feeling her phone vibrate, she saw a text. 8 minutes. Fuck! She quickly got in her car and pulled out quickly intitaiating the GPS,

"Sorella city Centre" She says and the directions pull up saying she was 10 minutes away. She didn't care if she was going 100 in a 45 mph zone, she wasn't going to miss Bianca. She ran a red light and was thankful that no one was on the road. Her phone chimed again, she glanced at it and received a text, 5 minutes. "B don't do this to me. Fuck!" She said as she pressed her foot on the gas more, she needed to get there or she was going to be pissed for the rest of month or year. Her phone chimed again, 3 minutes. "B!" She whined as she quickly made a quick turn, almost turning the car over. She slowed her speed as she was about to turn into the hotel. She looked for a parking spot as her phone chimed again, 2 minutes. "Oh my God. I need a spot!" She looked and a car is pulling out in the last lane, she waited and waited for the car to pull out. "Are you serious right now!" Her phone chimed,1 minute. "Come on!" The car finally pulled out and she quickly took it. She hopped out of her car and locked it before running to the entrance with her phone chiming again, 45 seconds. She ran to the lobby, "My name is Emily. My girlfriend, Maya, left a key for me" The receptionist looked up and then looked on her counter before locating it,

"Here you go. Room 302" She said slowly giving it to Shay. "Enjoy your stay Ms. Emily" Shay flashed her a smile before running to the stairs. 20 seconds. Fuck! She quickly ran up the stairs, two at time. She made it to the third floor and her phone chimed, 5 seconds. She sprinted to their room on the other side of the building. Her phone chimed again right when she was only 3 doors away,Bye. She shook her head as she noticed Bianca opening the door and getting ready to leave. Shay turned Bianca and kissed her hard, having Bianca stumble against the door with her before being forced back into the room. Shay was able to turn and push Bianca against the door, closing it. Bianca's hands go to her hips pulling her fully against her, making Shay moan. Bianca bit down gently on her lips as Shay rolled her hips into her,

"You're late" Bianca said against her lips before pulling away. Shay shook her head.

"No baby. Plea-" Shay moaned as Bianca slapped her on the ass and kissed again. If she wasn't wet before, she was wet now. Bianca's other hand came up to her neck, slowly pushing her away and making Shay groan. Shay opened her eyes and breathed, heavily out.

"Strip" Shay didn't waste anytime as she quickly lifted her shirt over her head. Bianca bit her lip, it's been a couple of months since the last time she saw Shay shirtless. Shay then slid down her yoga pants so she was only in her lingerie, "Bed" Bianca said getting Shay to turn around and walk to the bed. Bianca bit her lip, watching for a second before walking behind her. Taking her hoodie and sweats off with her Uggs. Shay crawls on the bed with Bianca right behind before turning around and their lips connecting with each other. This is love. Bianca gently pushed her back so that she was laying down.

"I missed you" Shay says against her lips with her legs wrapping around Bianca's waist.

"I've missed you too babygirl" Bianca says as she grinds against her, eliciting a moan from her. Bianca knew this was bad but at the moment, she didn't care. She only wanted to feel, even if it's only for a couple of hours. Shay's hands moved along Bianca's sides to her back and then up to unsnap her bra. Bianca pushed up as Shay pulled the straps down her shoulders. Bianca then took it off before tossing it to the side as Shay's hands cupped her breasts.

"Baby you're perfect" Shay whispered before taking one of her nipples in her mouth. Bianca rolled her hips into her again getting Shay wetter, Shay let out a moan again while sucking harder on her. Bianca pulled up getting Shay to let it go with a plop but also with a whine. "Babe do-" Bianca kissed Shay again, silencing her pleas. Her hand goes under Shay getting her to arch her back so that she can unhook her bra. Shay whispers against her, "I love you"

"I love you too baby"

Flashback ends

"Babe" Shay is knocked out of her dream as she hears her boyfriend call out. She shakes her head and then turns to look at him, "Is it over?"

"Almost" She smiled while he nods,

"Ok. I'll see you in a bit" Shay nodded as he walks back into her bedroom, "Love you".

"You too!" She said as she brings her gaze back to the screen to see Bianca with a little smirk on her face. "I miss you" She said softly, "So much". She felt her eyes water up and couldn't help but to think that she was such an idiot. No one knew about their secret love. No one. Of course, people speculated about it but no one knew. Not Ashley who she tells almost everything to. Not Troian who gives good advice and probably could've gave her some then if she went to her. Not Lucy who couldn't keep a secret which would've been a bad thing. No one knew. No one knew that they fell in love with each other while working on Pretty Little Liars.

They weren't supposed to since they were straight and professionals but they did. It wasn't just because Bianca was absolutely gorgeous and seductive and, Shay had to move a little on her couch to get comfortable and soothe the ache that was in her from her daydream. She blinked back the tears and let out a soft chuckle. She had never slept with a girl before but it was hands down, the best sex she ever had. She looked at Bianca who bit her lip and remembered exactly what those lips, hell, what that whole mouth was capable of. She smirked as she relived their first kiss.

She was so nervous about the kiss even though she told everyone that she was good. Bianca knew different though. So before it was their turn to rehearse and then film. Bianca pulled her aside and told her that everything will be fine and that she was a natural. She gave her a small peck on the cheek that made Shay blush and threw her a smile that gave her confidence all at the same time. When they went in and filmed, it was perfect or better yet, Bianca was perfect. How she softly looked into her eyes, how gently she pulled her to her, and how lightly she placed her lips against hers. Shay's lips tingled and she wanted more but that wasn't part of the scene. She was so thankful that Bianca helped her out by holding her gaze and then looking away to the director before asking was that okay to give Shay time to recover. He nodded stating that was perfect and they would like to shoot the scene one more time. It was this scene when everything changed between them. They started spending time with each other more and more before Shay was the one to initiate their first kiss in their dressing room but Bianca was the one to control it.

Shay smiled looking back at the screen and watching the way Bianca's lips moved against his. Her thoughts immediately shifted to their famous movie theater kiss. Shay closed her eyes and felt a shiver go down her spine, almost reliving it. How Bianca grabbed her by the head to bring her closer but also to kiss her like she's never been kissed before. She was so into it, that they didn't hear the director asking why isn't the popcorn falling. When Bianca ended the kiss and pulled back, she was the only one that heard her groan. After Shay opened her eyes, she saw Bianca smile and trying not to laugh at her but soon let out a laugh that was infectious that Shay laughed as well. The crew was trying to figure out what to do as Shay and Bianca stayed smiling at each other before flirting and teasing each other as always especially since they knew they were going home with each other. Shay let out a raspberry as she laid back on the sofa with a pout,

"I'm such a dumbass" Shay said. She was the one to screw everything up between them, stating that she couldn't go public with their relationship. Bianca shouldn't be a secret but that's what Shay made her out to be. It hurt like hell when Bianca ended things with them but Shay understood why she did it and couldn't blame her. She looked over at her phone before grabbing and unlocking it. She went to her pictures and then album to pull up the many pictures of Bianca and her. She knew what people said about her, that she didn't care about Maya or Bianca. Or when they asked why she never talk or say anything about Maya or Bianca? Or why was she team Paily instead of Emaya? Why she said it was easier with Paige/Lindsey? Well, it was simple. It was hard to work with Bianca knowing that she wanted things with her that she couldn't have. She was still in love with her and it hurt like hell to talk about her, to think about her knowing that she would never get it back. She didn't say anything about her because she was afraid that people would know the truth about her, about how she was in love with Bianca and that would also jeapordize her career and she was scared that her relationship with her family would change. She was team Paily because it was easy to be around Lindsey since she didn't have any feelings for her and that she would keep her mind off Bianca. She could kiss her and not worry about wanting to continue or deepen their kisses since there was nothing there and she didn't want to as well. She didn't have to worry about people finding out because she didn't like Lindsey like that at all. Don't get her wrong, Lindsey was an amazing person and a great actress. She was probably a great kisser too but she would never be Bianca. She only wanted Bianca's lips on hers, only Bianca's hands on her, just Bianca's. "Only you" Shay whispered looking at the picture of them kissing that Shay took. She was team Paily because it didn't remind her of how much she fucked up with Bianca. She looked at her tv and saw that the screen was frozen with Bianca face looking at her with a small smirk and those eyes piercing into her soul. It was like her fingers had a mind of their own as they quickly exited out of her pictures and dialed the all too familiar number that has been burned into her brain. She brought the phone up to her ear and listened to it ring…. and ring…. and ring. Her chest tightening up more and more as she listened to the ringing in her ear before a soft voice came through her phone,

"Hello" Oh my God. She answered. The soft and sweet voice of her made Shay stop breathing, especially when she heard her laugh at something that someone said. "Oh hush, Hello" Shay cleared her throat,

"B" was all she could get out before she heard the quick breath of her through the phone.

"Ummm, I'll be right back. Excuse me for a second" She said to her group. Shay could hear someone say, 'booty call?' she heard her force a laugh out, "Shut up" She said teasing the person. It was a minute before Shay could hear a door close and then locking, "Shay? What are you doing?" Bianca asked, concerned but also tired as she walked into the powder room and taking a seat on the small settee that they have in there. Shay heard it in her voice that Bianca was tired of her calling her and knew she should stop but she couldn't help it. She wanted Bianca here with her, the one to share kisses with and the one to share her bed with.

"I miss you" She let out quietly and then heard Bianca sigh before letting out an aggravated breath. She called Bianca every 2-3 months to have this same conversation with her. It was hard to move on from a person that wouldn't let you by always calling you right when you thought you were ready to.

"You can't keep doing this Shay" Bianca said trying to stay strong for the upteenth time but it was definitely hard when she was still in love with her. She rested her head against the wall and closed her eyes, "You were the one that did this"

"I know. I'm sorry" Shay said closing her eyes and curling up on her couch.

"What do you want from me Shay" Bianca said feeling her eyes tear up but refuse to let Shay know.

"B"

"No Shay. I deserve to have someone who loves being with me"

"I do love being with you." Shay said still whispering.

"In private and out in public, Shay" Shay sighed. If only it was that easy. "I deserve someone to treat me like I'm not a secret but a treasure that they are so proud to have and show me off where ever we go in public."

"You do. You deserve everything and more, baby" Bianca took a deep breath before slowly exhaling,

"Then let me go." Shay's tears finally fell.

"I'm trying but it's so hard" Bianca's head drops, "I wish things were different. That everybody would accept it. My family would accept it. I just" Shay paused trying to figure out what to say to make things better but she couldn't find the words.

"You're too worried about what people are going to say. I'm not worried about it so just let me go." Shay tried so hard but she couldn't.

"You're the love of my life, B. I just can't" Bianca's tears fell. "I've tried so hard but it's like I can't get you out of my heart no matter how hard I try. I can't let you go. I want you to be happy but I want you to be happy with me."

"I can't be happy with you when you don't want to be with me in public."

"I just need time and th-" Bianca interrupted her,

"You're time's up" Shay feels her eyes water up with tears and Bianca hates that she's hurting her. "Enjoy your life Shay. I wish nothing but the best for you" Shay coughs and Bianca knows she's crying.

"You're the best for me" Shay says softly as tears roll down her cheeks.

"You'll find a guy that will make you just as happy as I did" Shay bites her lip, "He'll give you the world. He'll love you with everything he has in him and you will as well. Just give it some time" Shay stayed silent as she feels her whole world coming to an end. Bianca stayed quiet as well, trying to figure out what to say but didn't know what else to do. "I gotta go, Shay" Bianca said while standing up and wiping the tears out her eyes. She looked at herself in the mirror to see how much she messed up her make up.

"I love you" Shay says quietly, hearing Bianca take in a deep breath. Bianca puts her head down, wanting to say the words back so badly but know if she does then she wouldn't be able to get off the phone. "B? Do you still love me?" She asks quietly. Bianca closes her eyes,

"Take care of yourself" Bianca says before hanging up the phone, not wanting to hear the cries that would break her down. Shay laid there with the phone to her ear, softly crying when Bianca didn't say anything back. She knew she didn't have a right to do that but she just wanted to know if the love of her life still loved her. Just to know that maybe, just maybe there was a chance that they could get back together. Call her selfish, call her a horrible person but she couldn't help the way she felt about Bianca and how she didn't want her to move on from her. She just wanted her to wait for her but knew that wouldn't happen now. She laid there for a second longer before getting up and turning the TV off. She looked at her phone seeing if there was anything from Bianca but there wasn't as she walked towards her bedroom. She looked at the man in her bed and couldn't help but wish it was Bianca. Instead of his scruffy face, she imagined Bianca's smooth face with her lips turned up in a slight smile and her eyes closed, hiding her beautiful brown eyes. Instead of his pale chest and undefined abs, she imagined caramel skin with a black bra covering her breasts and her flat belly with her tone legs that feel amazing when their tangled with her own. She smiles and takes a breath before making her way to the bed, plugging her phone up and then sliding under the covers. She doesn't touch him, she turns her back to him and closes her eyes, willing the sleep to come before she hears a slight hum come from her phone. She opens them slowly and then reaches for her phone to see a text that gets her heart pumping from an all too familiar number that she knows all too well. She looks over her shoulder to make sure he is still asleep before taking a breath and unlocking her phone to read the message.

I still love you. I always will. Goodnight beautiful.

- Your Maya

Shay's eyes watered up but this time with tears of happiness. There was still a chance. Her hand comes up to her mouth to hold in the cry and that was threatening to come out. She replied back:

You will always be my heart. Goodnight.

- Your Emily

She put the phone back on the nightstand and laid back on the bed with a smile. Her eyes closing as she dreamed of Bianca and her living together and not worrying about people and her family.