I awoke to a loud bang on the front door, and it wasnt stopping, I was lying there wondering why Charlie hadn't already answered it. I got out of bed and threw on some grey sweat pants and a blue T-shirt, ran down stairs and yanked the door open. I was so shocked to see Jacob standing at on the door step, staring at me intently, he had grown at least another 4 inches. Before I had time to speak, he marched toward me and grabbed my face in his giant hands and brought his lips to mine, I tried to pull away but he was too strong and part of me didnt want him to stop.

It was about 13 seconds before we broke apart (not that i was counting), I felt his warm lips run up the side of my neck, I felt his hot breath in my ear and it sent shivers down my spine "Jacob" I wispered, he just stared at me and said "Goodbye Bella" and before I could reply, He had gotten back in his car and driven away. I was standing on the doorstep for a good ten minutes before the cell phone vibrating in my pocket pulled me from my trance, I quickly pulled out the phone and saw the number on the screen, It was alice, suddenly, a wave of fear washed over me, I held the phone to my ear and she started talking before i could even say hello. "What were you thinking?" she yelled "how could you do this to Edward? you cant keep this a secret now, he's going to know as soon as i think about it, your going to have to tell him yourself before he finds out from me" "Alice, I'm sorry, I didnt know what was going to happen, he just showed up here and kissed me, he was too strong, I couldn't..." "Bella" she said "calm down, just tell him the truth and explain that you had no idea". "This isnt your fault".

I ran inside to write charlie a note 'going to see edward, be back for dinner', I left the note in the fridge, because I knew he would go there to get a beer as soon as he got home from work, I picked up my keys from the counter and bolted to the truck. This was the first time I needed my truck to go faster than 40 mph, but the poor thing couldn't handle it, it stalled just before I got to the end of the street, I restarted the engine and let it warm up for a minute or two, then drove toward the cullen house.

I pulled up in the driveway, and decided to sit in the car for a minute to clear my head and work out what I was going to say to him, I hadn't even thought about that yet, and what if he already knew and didn't want to talk to me? what would I do? would he break up with me? bella, just calm down, I told myself, I grabbed the door handle with my hand and pulled down to open the door, I put my feet on the ground, stumbling as I left the car. As I reached the front door of the house, Edward opened it for me and let me in, putting his hand around my waist as I walked past, he could feel the tension in my body as we walked up the stairs to his room. When we walked into his room we both sat on his massive golden bed facing each other, he was staring at me, trying to decipher my thoughts, I was doing my best not to blurt out everything right then. "whats wrong?" he asked, "Edward, theres something I need to tell you but dont say anything until I'm done, ok?. "ok" was all he said, I decided to just say it, "Edward, jacob came over today", I could see his still face, turn into a face of anger but then composing itself back into the familliar mask, so I continued "I had no idea that he was coming, and when I answered the door he just walked in and kissed me and I couldn't do anything, he was too strong for me, and then he just said goodbye and left, and then I came here to tell you. Ok, i'm done now. I saw his jaw clench together and his hands ball up into fists, he was staring out the window, then suddenly he got up and stormed out of the room, I followed him down the stairs and out the front door to his car, "where are you going?" I asked, he didnt answer me, he got into his silver volvo and I got in too, when my seat belt was done up I asked again "where are you going?" "to la push" he said, I suddenly regretted telling him anything because now he is going to kill jacob and it will be my fault.

He sped down through the main township and before I knew it, we were approaching la push, "EDWARD STOP! PLEASE?" he pulled the car over to the side of the road and looked at me, "edward, don't do this, if you do, it will break the treaty and start a war, and I don't want you to kill my best friend!" "bella," he said very calmly, "I dont want to kill jacob, I just need to talk to him" "yes but Edward, you cant cross the treaty line or the warewolves will fight back, please just let me go and talk to him, I can sort this out, and if you still want to talk to him i will bring him back with me so you dont have to go into la push, besides, I really dont want my boyfriend killed by a bunch of warewolves" he smiled but it didn't reach his eyes, I could tell he was deep in thought by the way he looked at me. Finally, he smiled that dazzling smile that I loved and gave in to my request, "call me as soon as you want to come home". He got out of the car and walked around to open the door for me, as I got out he held me tightly in his arms and kissed me on the forehead "be safe" he wispered in my ear.