Empty Feeling

I'm always the one with the smile on my face

I'm always the one who cracks the jokes

I'm always the one who laughs first

I'm always the one who looks on the bright side

I'm always the one who is goofing off

I'm always the one who is trying to make someone else's day bright

I'm always the one who pulls the pranks

I'm always the one who laughs the most

I smile to hide the cracks

I joke to hide the hurt

I laugh to hide the pain

I look on the bright side to hide the darkness that surrounds me

I goof off to hide the sad feeling I have

I brighten someone else's to hide the fact I can't brighten my own

I pull pranks to hide the fact I don't feel like I can go on

I laugh the most to hide the empty feeling

Sometimes the person who tries to keep everyone happy is the loneliest person