The Relinquished Requiem

A warrior of black and white

I am defeated for what I thought was right

If hateful memories were all contained,

It might have never ended this way

It was my fault

All hope was lost

Of my kingdom and people

And the throne I tossed

My parents died

Because of me

The pandas slain

I was too angry

I killed my men

Without remorse

My weapon charred

Their skin with force

I tried to be the beginning and end

When all I did was pretend

I wish I could take the deeds all back

But it all lives on with my sins so black

My feathers white and talons gray

No one can take the pain away

I may be thought crushed and dead

Even if I lived, my heart still bled

My emotional scars run so deep

I am barely able to sleep

What I did was dark and dire

Attempting to light China on fire

The very 2 I've hurt the most

Tried to tell me to change

If I had listened and had stopped

Would everyone else find me strange?

I will try my best to succeed

In stopping others suffering

Maybe at last at the least

I will finally reach Inner Peace

If anybody hears this Ode

Whistling in the bamboo trees

I am Lord Shen and I beg you

To forgive me… Please.