Cross Roads
*I don't own the characters from this show, they belong to the author. This story is yaoi so if you don't like then please don't read. *
Chapter One: Death
The lighting raged and the thunder boomed as I pressed my face against the cold window. The rain ran down the window making it look like it was crying, but I knew that it wasn't the case. It was really me crying. I had been crying more and more each day for the last year. One year ago, Yami, the love of my life walked out the front door and never came back. He never said where he was going or when he would be back. All I knew is he walked out on me and it destroyed me. People now called me weak since all I ever wanted was to have him back in my arms, but since he never came back that night it wouldn't happen tonight either. I wiped away the tears, stood up, and walked into the kitchen with my mug. I placed it in the sink, then I saw it. On the counter was a shiny knife it was calling to me, so I picked it up and ran it across my finger; it drew blood and I smiled. I now knew what I had to do. I walked out of the kitchen and headed up the stairs for the bathroom. Once in the bathroom I closed and locked the door. I pressed my back against the door and hung my head in shame. When I looked up I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. Everything about myself reminded me about Yami, I let out a scream and then slammed the knife handle against the glass. I watched as the glass rained down into the sink. I decided that it was now or never. The metal cut into my soft skin and I started to cry. There was blood running down my arm making a puddle on the floor as I kept cutting into my skin. It felt so good to me, it made me feel free. I sighed in content and then everything went black.