Ugh, why didn't crowen get a proper goodbye? Wtf? I'm soooooo mad! I wrote this Drabble to subdue my freaking broken heart. I don't get it, they never had their "big" goodbye, I have to wish its because it isn't goodbye for them.
What did everyone think of the finale?
I lied. I never planned on a "Big" goodbye, and I'm sorry, I never intended to give you closure and I certainly didn't expect you to bid me farewell. I knew from the moment I decided to leave that it would be hard, a challenge, maybe even nearly impossible. The only way I could convince myself to take a job thousands of miles from you is by promising myself that this isn't a goodbye, so I'm sorry, I couldn't stand in front of you and make it official, it was not an act if cowardice, that was not my intention. This was a raw and uninhibited act of mercy, refusing to cause more heartache than already evident because I know, as well as you know, that this isn't the end, I didn't give you a proper goodbye because my absence isn't permanent, if I know the two of us at all, I know that the stars will align and our paths will cross again because what we have is something that people spend their whole lives searching for, some find it but end up losing it and some people search for it until the day they die, but never seem to find it. We found each other once and I promise we will do so again, I promise not to throw away what we had.
This is not goodbye, this is not where our story ends, at least it's not where I want it to end. I'm sorry you didn't get to give me a proper send off, but I didn't want closure, I didn't want to feel like we were over, we will never be over, and this is not the end, this is only the beginning. I left without a goodbye so there would be an open possibility for the future, and I see you in my future, so instead of goodbye, I say, I'll see you soon.