Years ago, he would always be by my side. Years ago, he would always smile when I'm around. Years ago, he would always look at me with such caring eyes. Now, he just gives me a glance and leaves. It hurts me to see him not happy with me anymore. But..later as the time went by..I realized something. I realized that I grew to love him.. Years have passed and he started to disappear in my vision. "No wait! Ikuto-kun! Where are you going?" I called out. He never turned back nor answered. I extended my hand out toward him, as if I can still reach out and touch him. But before I can even run toward his disappearing body, it already faded away, leaving me in this world with no one to be with. My vision was starting to blur, a few tears spilling from my eyes. I sat back down, underneath the tree that we always sat under, my head buried beneath my knees. I looked up, staring at the small flower crown that he had built for me. I smiled a sad smile and picked up to hold it close. I watched from a distance now, Ikuto-kun growing up. Sooner or later, he stopped playing with me and came another girl in my vision. He was way happier with her than with me. Such beautiful pink locks and honey-golden eyes. It hurt to see him just throw me away. I continued to wait, wait for him to come and play but..he never came. I watched as I saw Ikuto-kun walk away with the girl, linking to his arm. I continued to call out, trying to get his attention, but never did. It was then that my hand caught my attention, it starting to fade away. I was starting to disappear into existence, my eyes starting to gaze at him. I looked more closely and saw him, give her such caring eyes that she didn't notice. I stopped my talking and smiled a sad smile, a tear escaping my eye. I sighed in defeat as I casually got up and started to walk at a direction. It took me awhile to realize that I was casually walking in his room, my body slowly disintegrating. I fully stopped in front of his dresser where a small doll was being held. I took one last breath before fully disappearing in mid-air. It took him awhile but, he finally noticed me, sitting on top of his dresser as he sat there, a smile plaster on his face.
Goodbye Ikuto-kun..
