Disclaimer: I don't own KagePro DX so damn sad XDDDD
I have been staring at her for almost an hour.
I got worried when she told us that she was going out for a bit. I saw a few tears escaping from her eyes as she fled from our sight. I tried my best to avoid being noticed by her as I discreetly followed her. She stood in front of a vacant lot with a few burned debris scattered around. I just stood behind a lamp post and tried to be as quiet as possible. It was a miracle that she still hasn't realized that I've been watching her from afar. I didn't want to come near her; I was afraid that I might see her tears. That was the last thing I wanted to see. It pained me so much to see her hurt and my heart ached at the scene before me.
My adopted sister, Kido Tsubomi, fell on her knees and started to cry. She covered her wet face with her trembling hands and sobbed loudly. I couldn't see exactly how she looked like since I was behind her. I have been doing this ever since she came back home very late one night.
It was I who would take nightly strolls and come home late, only to be greeted by her sleeping figure. It was about time that we switched places. She's now the deep-in-thought person while I was the worried friend. This routine of ours was going on for almost a week now and I'm still afraid of approaching her. I knew she was suffering inside and probably needed a friend but she would always come to me when she has a problem. The fact that she hasn't said anything to me was somewhat like a 'wake up' call that I have neglected her well-being since she would always try to look after me more than herself.
Did she have a nightmare about her past? Even I don't know what might have caused her pain. I'm trying to calm myself down since I can't do anything but clench my fist as I watched her crying her heart out. I wanted her to come to me because I don't want to force her if she doesn't want to. Besides, it was always like that. Whether it's the roaring thunder or her haunting nightmare, she would always go to me and hug me just to ease whatever negative emotion she was feeling.
I stepped forward once, but stopped before I could make a second step. I really have no idea what I should do. I loved her so much that even if I'm also in pain, I would always be there flashing a smile to cheer her up. I never felt so helpless. I can't believe that I'm unable to help her. She was our leader, she supported us and we'd support her back. Even with that kind of thinking, there were things that she would rather not talk about. It's actually making everyone worried. I told them that I will handle her and they just gave me their blessing.
She finally stood up after what seemed like an eternity. She wiped her tears with her parka sleeve and started to walk away from the lot. My eyes followed her retreating figure and then I sighed. I wanted to ask her out and talk about stuff but I wasn't brave enough. I thought I was the only one who wanted to cheer her up. I was wrong.
I saw a familiar person standing behind a different lamp post. He seemed to have been following her as well. I wanted to question him about the reason why followed her when I was there to watch over her. I decided not to go on with it after an argument with my mind.
I felt jealous but he knew not to love the same girl I do. He was my brother, after all.
What am I babbling about? Haha XD Please R & R~