SHUFFLE TO THE LEFT

Umm, I put my ipod on shuffle and it landed on a sad song, but I'm too embarrassed to say the song name, since I seriously just ignored the song lyrics, and got some idea. I guess you could say it "inspired me". Next time I'll try harder! most likely mistakes.

Disclaimer: I don't own anything, nor will I ever.T.T

Today is the day that supposedly is end of the world. Now, come on. Who wrote that shit? If the world were to end today, that'd be just fine with me. The one I loved most died anyway.

So now what is there to live for?

I'll tell you. Nothing.

"HEY AXEL! Quit your moping, and get over it already! You lying around all day aint gonna help anything!" Dang Larxene and her obnoxious banging on my door.

"GO AWAY!" I yell. Probably muffled, since I'm still laying in bed. Give me some peace just for once. Okay, maybe I'm not exactly left alone. Yet.

Three months ago my boyfriend, Roxas, who had the most gorgeous eyes ever, I can't even describe how deep they looked, with the most golden blonde hair, died in a plane crash coming home. He went over-

"AXEL! I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU TO GET UP!!! Don't make me go and ask the guy up front for a spare key!" Ugh. Interrupted again. Long story short, Roxas died in a plane crash, and left me alone in the world. I better leave this apartment before Larxene really goes and gets a spare. Trust me, she's done this before, when she got first word of the horrible news.

Luckily, I have a fire escape, so I can just go down that way, WITHOUT having to go see Larx's whacked out hair. Sooner or later, she'll find out that I left once she gets the spare and starts looking for me. Eventually, she's bound to give up.

Ccrrreeaaakkk! Ugh. That annoying sound I hate when you move the ladders down. Rusted metal. She probably heard that. "AXEL! HOW DARE YOU USE THE FIRE EXIT! I'm just trying to help." She muttered the last sentence, which I didn't hear.

Least I'm home free. Better go out and get drunk again by myself… Will the world end today? Or tomorrow?

… - … - …

"AXEL!!! YOU BETTER BE HERE! LAST TIME I CAME, YOU RAN OUT!! When'd you turn into such a wuss?!" Another day of Larxene's daily visits. Dang, my head hurts. I shouldn't have drunk so much last night.

"AXEELLL! I HAVE THE SPARE!" Yeah right. I told the guy up front not to EVER give the key to a girl with hair that makes her look like a grasshopper.

"You can't fool me with those empty threats Larx!!" I think I'll call security on her, and tell them that I'm being stalked by some psycho ex-girlfriend. She'll be pissed as heck, but serves her right, I have a head ache.

I dial the number with my cell. "Ring, ring, ring. Hello? I'd like to call security, because I have someone stalking me, and she won't leave me alone. Could you make sure that you don't ever let her come in again? Uh huh, thanks, yeah, bye."

"LARXENE!! You better leave, since I called security on you, if not, they'll remove you by force!" I wish I could've seen her face, but she just kept yelling.

"AXEL YOU- HEY WAIT! WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING? Let go of me!!! Axel, I hate you!" Just a bunch of curses and what not. Boy, does she sound pissed. Hey, I gave her a warning, does that count? Ugh. I just chased away one of my only friends. The others just gave up, since I was being so rude, but only larx stayed. Damn.

… - … - …

That was the last I ever heard of Larxene again. She must hate me now. My mornings are quieter, but now I feel more empty. Roxy… Why did you have to leave me. I loved you, and you knew that too.

I think I'd be just fine if the world ended, because my world already ended four months ago.

Good bye world.

… - … - ….

"Axel you fucking idiot! I never left you. I just had to convince some of your old friends, that you really needed their help. It took a while, but I guess I was too late." Larxene sobbed to herself.

"Hey Larx, it's okay. Maybe if we listened to you like you tried to convince us, maybe we would've made it in time. If it's anybody's fault, it's ours." Marluxia comforted Larx, while she cried at Axel's funeral.

A/N: axel was such a jerk to larx. i made her a good friend, to axel, even when he was being a total ass. she wouldnt give up until the end! sorry, it was sad, my ipod chose a sad song, and i told myself i wouldnt edit the songs chosen unless it was a chruch song, because nobody wants to read that. ive already chosen the songs! the next song i dont know the meaning so if anyone knows a lot about the bravery, itd be nice if you told me!

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