1 THEY DON'T HAVE TO SEE YOU CRY

~ Prologue ~

This story came up my mind, okay let's say the first parts of it. when I was laying on a quilt next to the River Danube in February this year. I made a bike trip and rested a bit, daydreaming like always.

I was resting there in the sun, it was a warm day, listening to my diskman. And this songs inspired me a bit. Whenever I hear this song my Robbie Williams I have to think about Miss Parker, especially at the following lines:

1.1.1 Eternity

by Robbie Williams

Close your eyes so you don't feel them

They don't need to see you cry

I can't promise I will heal you

But if you want to I will try

I sing this summer serenade

The past is done we've been betrayed

It's true

Someone said the truth will out

I believe without a doubt ... in you

(...)

You give me what I need

And I hope you'll find your freedom

For eternity

(...)

Yesterday when we were talking

WE talked about your mum and dad

What they did that made you happy

What they did to make you sad

We sat and watched the sun go down

Picked up a star before we lost ... the moon

Youth is wasted on the young

Before you know it's come and gone ... to soon

(...)

And the other song has nothing to do with the topic but these lines are related to Miss Parker, in my mind.

1.2 Don't cry for me Argentina

by A.L. Webber

It won't be easy, you'll think it strange

When I try to exlain how I feel

That I still need your love, after all I have done

(...)

So I chose freedom

Running around, trying everything new

But nothing impressed me at all

I never expected it too

(...)

The answer was here all the time

I love you and hope you love me

(...)

Have I said too much ?

There's nothing more I can think of to say to you

But all you have to do is to look at me and know

That every word is true

When I came home I made some notices about the ideas and during the last weeks I developed them. Now in my Easter Break I have time to start writing at night. Some dialogues are fixed yet, some new characters too but it's not too easy - not as easy as I thought that it might be.

So .... let's start!