You said you'd never leave

Chuck and Blair had just got in from the airport; Chuck had wanted to be there for when Nate got back from France. They had dinner with him and had come back to their suit at the Empire; Blair went straight into their bedroom and changed into something a little more comfortable. Blair knew Chuck took a while to get over their little disputes and she thought she had the perfect idea to make him her Chuck again.

"Blair, where have you ran off to so quickly?" he shouted from their kitchen

"Come into the bedroom and find out" she shouted back playfully

As Chuck walked in he saw Blair sitting on their bed wearing nothing, apart from their bed sheets which she had wrapped around her.

"Normally you know I would have made an effort and dressed up for you but I know how hungry you must be going with no dessert so I thought I would do instead?" she winked at him and walked towards their bed.

"well aren't you just amazing he added" as put one knew upon the bed ready to climb on and one hand on her cheek, she shook his jacket off and he started to kiss her.

Chuck kissed her slowly and not in the usual hot Chuck Bass kind of way, his hands didn't go in all the places they usually did, in fact he was hardly touching her at all.

"Come on Chuck I know that slow and steady wins the race but I'm 24 not 76, come on what's wrong?" she gazed into his worried eyes.

"Sorry I'm just tired, sorry I'll be better now" he continued kissing her slowly with his hands on her head.

She pushed him off and wrapped the sheet back round her.

"What are you doing Blair?" he asked

"Chuck I know you don't like dwelling on our sadder times, but seriously you still haven't go over last week have you?"

"I want to Blair, but every time you come near me and I try to touch you I just cant stop thinking about you with that other man" he said

"obviously I know that's horrible for you and I wish if I could turn back time it never would have happened, but there is no other man I want to do this with but you, and I'm not being funny or anything but you're not even getting anything for me are you?" she looked down at his pants which he hadn't even taken off, and there was nothing it was like they hadn't even done what they just had.

"Blair, please" he covered himself with his pillow.

"Well don't hide it, there's nothing even there for me to see, you don't find me sexy anymore do you?" she said with a lump in her throat.

"Don't ever say that, of course I find you sexy, you're the sexiest women on this world and I will never ever stop seeing you in that way" he said with his hand on her cheek.

"Then why haven't you got a" she started before he interrupted her.

"look I know we haven't done so in weeks now and I know that's so out of character for us, especially me Chuck Bass but that's not you it's me, and your right I can't do this now, right listen I don't ever want to break up with you, but I'm going back to Lillie's for a while" he slowly slid his hands off her face and she held them.

"No Chuck please, you said you'd never leave"

"I'm not don't think that I am but I have to go away now so our relationship gets better now and we don't have any more problems like this ever again, it's only for a while" he replied strongly.

With that Blair couldn't help herself any longer, she got up off the bed crying her eyes out with the bed sheet wrapped round her, and she walked over to Chuck who was packing his bag.

She took his hand and pulled him closer. "I know this is my fault, so I'll go, this is your home" she wept making it difficult to understand her. "I'll go back home"

"No Blair this is your home to, you belong here"

"And so do you" she shouted whilst crying

"Come on Blair don't cry, I don't want to leave you like this" he said and sat back down on their bed "come here "he whispered to her.

She sat down beside him and he pulled them down so they were laying, he pulled the covers up and she lay on his chest, he started playing with her hair and she started to calm down, for the next half an hour they just cuddled.

Chucked looked down to find Blair sleeping, he knew it would be best for him to leave her sleeping and for him to just got but he knew when she woke up to find him not there it would kill her.

"Blair" he slowly shook her to wake her up "Blair I'm going now, I love you so much, don't forget that and I'll call you tomorrow"

"I love you too, call me" she whispered welling up again.

"Give me a kiss then"

She slowly turned round and kissed him on the lips, he felt the tears on his face and with that he left and left Blair stunned in the middle of their big empty bed.