A/N - After thinking about this, and talking with some friends, this is just my thoughts on why Harm and Mac have seen each other...
Disclaimer: I don't own Jag or Harm and Mac ( if I did this story would not need to be written )
Harm's POV
It's been 9 years since I saw her. 9 years since I walked out. I know I failed her,. I failed her as a man, as her best friend, as the one person she trusted with her heart. I let her down, I couldn't give her what she wanted. I promised to never break her heart, and I did just that. I broke it into a million pieces when I walked out on her. I left her in the middle of the night. Just a note to tell her why. She deserves more, Now seeing her on the screen in front of me, I can't help but wonder. I wonder how her life has been? I know she's done good things, I've kept up with her career. But I couldn't bring myself to try and find out about her personal life.
I didn't want to know details. I didn't want to know if she moved on with someone else. There's a part of me that only wants her happy. But the selfish part only wants that with me. I'm wrong to still want this after all this time has passed. I know in my heart I will always love her. That's why it was so hard to leave her. I used The Navy as my excuse. I think she knew that was a lie. But I knew I failed her. I failed us. I let my obsession come between us once again. I let an old promise tear us apart. So I failed her. And now here she is looking at me.
I see the same look in her eyes that I've always seen. The look that says "I love you" I know she see's the same look in my eyes, I still love her I always will. There will never be another woman for me. That's not fair to her, after all I'm the one that failed her. Now I have to live that till the day I die.